(Aaron POV)The next morning, I woke up with a stiff neck and Cassie’s head awkwardly slumped on my shoulder. It was both the worst and best sleep that I had had in a while.Cassie woke up a few minutes after me. After a few moments, I saw her look at me with horror in her eyes.“Cassie, stop.”“Stop what?”“Doing that thing you do.”“What thing?”“I see the wheels in your brain churning. You think and overthink and overthink some more until whatever you are thinking about becomes something that you did wrong.”“You don’t know that that is what I am doing. How could you possibly know what is going on in my head? Besides, I just woke up.”I raised an eyebrow at her. “It’s true that I haven’t known you for that long, but… tell me that I’m wrong.”Cassie looked at me, completely silent.I smirked. “Told you. So what is it that you are blaming yourself for this time?”Cassie looked down at her hands. “Last night, you told me the story about your mate and your mother. I turned it i
(Cassie POV) The next couple of days passed fairly quickly, at least all things considered. Jason was moved into a room large enough to accommodate visitors, and the doctor confirmed that he was now out of the danger zone. I began staying with Jason during the day, and –at Josephine’s insistence—slept at the packhouse at night. There continued to be a constant flow of people wanting to visit Jason, including especially his various family members. Because I had only met Jason’s parents briefly once, and because I had never met most of his other family members, there were a few awkward moments. For example, two of Jason’s cousins and one of his sisters mistook me as a nurse. On a different occasion, one of Jason’s 9-year-old nieces asked me how I could be Jason’s mate if Jason had never talked about me and I didn’t have his mark on my neck. Despite the awkward moments, things generally went smoothly. Aaron and Josephine took turns keeping me company and playing interference with
(Cassie POV)Finally, the doctors announced that Jason was healed and ready to be woken up out of his coma. They said that it would take about two hours for him to wake up. They said it was fine for him to have visitors in the room waiting for him to wake up, but they encouraged us to limit the number of people. Of course, given Jason’s family and his role in the pack, “limiting the number of people” meant that there were around 30 people all piled in the room, eager to see and talk to him.Right at the two hour mark, Jason began to stir. Little by little, we saw him start to move his fingers, and then his toes, then his arms and legs. Finally, he groggily opened his eyes and looked around the room at all the people.I had chosen to stay in the back by the door, wanting his parents and sisters to be center stage. As Jason scanned the room, he and I locked eyes. I gave him a half-smile.Turning back to his mother, he asked for a glass of water, in a hoarse voice that indicated t
(Jason POV)The next day, the doctors released me as planned. Unfortunately, it wasn’t because I was well rested. If anything, I had had one of the least restful nights ever, because pieces of memories of the wedding kept flashing through my head and I kept trying to make sense of them. It was a lot to absorb and process through.The meeting with Alpha Blake, my dad, and Aaron was set for 7:00 p.m., just after dinner. Aaron gave me Cassie’s letter at dinner, so that I could read it before our meeting. It was in a sealed envelope, so I knew he hadn’t read it. I wasn’t sure how ready I was to read her words, but Aaron’s comments kept running through my head. I needed to keep an open mind, and I needed to stop sabotaging myself.Finally, I opened the letter:Dear Jason,I’m sorry that I left without saying goodbye. I wasn’t sure how you would feel about seeing me in person after everything that happened, and I really did need to get back to my family and White Howlers’ pack.I w
(Cassie POV)For some reason, when I left Blue Moon and headed back to the White Howlers’ pack, I had not anticipated my return being any more awkward than any other trip back to the pack. I guess awkward interactions with pack members and my family felt fairly routine for me, so I hadn’t given much thought to how much more awkward things could get.But things were going to be feel far more awkward than anything that I had ever experienced before.First of all, leadership of the pack was currently in the hands of outsiders from the werewolf council.Second, everyone employed by the Pack –including my father—had been temporarily placed on paid leave while the werewolf council conducted its investigations. Third, the last time my family saw me, I had been named the future Luna of an alpha wolf who had been killed right in front of me.Fourth, also the last time my family saw me, it was revealed that I had a mate that my parents had never met or heard of, who happened to be the future
(Cassie POV)Life at White Howler’s pack soon returned to normal, but it was a “new normal.” Alpha Fred had kept his circle of accomplices very small, and so most wolves were quickly cleared of any type of wrongdoing. The council had originally planned to offer the alpha position to Alpha Fred’s Beta, who had his own vices but was generally well respected. Pack members had not seen him in a while; Alpha Fred told most people that he and his family left on an alliance-building trip in Europe. Unfortunately, that turned out to be a lie. The Beta had discovered some of Alpha Fred’s misconduct, and Alpha Fred arranged his permanent “disappearance.”Next in line for the position was my father. My father declined the position because he was of gamma descent, and he felt strongly that the alpha needed to have alpha blood to prevent enemies seeing weakness.The final person to be offered the alpha position was Megan’s mate, Mike. As the chief warrior, he was next in line after my fathe
(Cassie POV) “I’m sorry, Cassie,” Jason said. “I don’t know how much of that you heard…” I smiled sadly. “My wolf is fine with how things have been too. She wanted to come today, but…” Josephine gave both of us a knowing look. “Why don’t I give you two some privacy. Cassie, when you are done talking, why don’t you wait here for me. I’d love to catch up before you head back to White Howlers.” I nodded my head, and she quickly left the suite, leaving us alone. I laid the dress bag down on the sofa, opposite to where Jason was sitting, and I then sat down in a nearby chair. “It’s good to see you, Cassie.” “It’s good to see you too.” “How do your sister and Alpha Mike like their new roles?” “It’s definitely a transition that neither of them saw coming. Thankfully, Mike’s grandfather is there helping him. My mom and Mike’s mom are also helping Megan. Anything changed around here?” “Aaron is just as mopey as always. Maybe a little bit more.” I raised my eyebrows. “Aaron
(Aaron POV) I’ve been having a hard time since Cassie left Blue Moon a few months ago. She was funny and easy to talk to. When she was around, I felt more like myself… or at least more like the me that I was before my mom and Allison died. I know that Jason and Cassie have been talking and trying to work on their relationship. In some ways, it is hard for me to think about Cassie being with Jason. At the same time, if he can fix things and bring her back here, at least she will be here. She will be safe, happy, and I will be able to talk to her from time to time. I have reached out grab my phone to call her at least half a dozen times, but each time I stopped myself. I feel like it would be inappropriate. Cassie is Jason’s mate. Even if Cassie is my friend, it is inappropriate for another unmated male to be reaching out to her, especially while her relationship with Jason remains unstable. I tried going on a couple of dates with other she-wolves. It had been a while since