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Once again, I stilled and my chest feels like it has a ticking bomb inside, parang sasabog iyon. I don't know if he can feel it, pero sana hindi.
"Ghad, I miss my baby." He said huskily. Akala ko mahihimatay ako dahil sa pagwawala ng puso ko. How I long for his hug. Miss na miss kong marinig na tawagin niya ako ng 'baby'. A tear left my eye, dumami iyon nang marinig ang susunod niyang sinabi.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry." He said it so sincere, I even think that he's crying. Hindi ko alan kung umiiyak nga ba siya talaga. But his voice is shaking.
Ayokong maging marupok. Ayokong maging mahina para sa kanya. Pero kahit na hindi ako sigurado kung para saan ang mga sorry niya, niyakap ko siya pabalik.
Ghad! Sobrang miss ko siya. I dreamed of this everyday. I missed his touch. I miss feeling the heat of his body. His smell, his voice, his beautiful face, everything about him.
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My Pleasure, Sir 92
He's on top of me. Kanina pa siya tahimik, he is just staring intently at me. Ang isang siko ay nakatukod sa bed para maangat ang sarili at hindi ako madaganan. He used his right hand to touch my face. Kinilabutan ako dahil doon. He gently caressed my face, palipat-lipat ang mga mata, nililibot ang tingin sa buong mukha ko. I saw how he gulped and gritted his teeth. Nang magtama uli ang mga mata namin ay nalunod ulit ako. "Ano? Titigan mo nalang ba ako?" Suplada kong sabi. Ilang minuto na siyang ganito. I'm trying to make him say or do something dahil ayoko na ganitong tahimik lang siya at tinititigan ako ng ganito. Like I'm the most beautiful girl he have ever seen. Ganon kasi ang klase ng tingin niya, or maybe I'm just assuming because I know to my self, I want to be the most beautiful girl in his eyes. "I'm sorry." He said like a whisper. Kumabog ang puso ko, nagwala lalo. "Para saan ang mga sorry mo?"
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I was panting, and still catching my breath while he's kissing my neck again. Nairita ako sa buhok niya. I felt his sweat on his forehead. Tinulak ko siya para matignan ang mukha. Sumasagabal ang ilang hibla ng buhok. His hair is longer than before kaya ngayon ay sumasagabal na. "Istorbo buhok mo." I said a bit irritated and push him away on top of me. He layed beside me and watch me reach for the drawer beside the bed and took out a rubber band. Kahit nanginginig pa ang tuhod ko dahil sa ginawa niya ay umupo ako. Hindi pa nakuntento at pumatong sa kanya. Umupo sa lap niya. He sat, he knew what I am planning to do. I ponytailed his hair, pawis na pawis kaming dalawa. He grab one rubber band from my hand and ponytail my hair too. Lumakas lalo ang kabog ng dibdib ko dahil sa ginagawa namin. Fuck! Kinikilig yata ako. Nauna siyang matapos sa pag-ipit sa buhok ko. Hinahalik-halikan niya ako habang iniipit ko parin ang
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Nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang malaman na hindi nila alam na kasama ko sa kwarto ko kagabi si Nicholas. We are eating lunch now. Nakasabay pa ako. Busy akong kumakain at iniinda parin ang sakit ng ulo ko nang biglang magsalita ang ama ko. "Kailan niyo pag-uusapan ni Trevor ang tungkol sa kasal niyo, Quiva? Your graduation is near, we should plan your marriage soon." He said stern and took a bite of his steak. Nasamid ako dahil sa biglaang pag-open niya doon. "I don't know." I answered calmly. I know he's watching me. "Nicholas and Jane already talked about their plan on their marriage this morning." For the second time nasamid uli ako. But I didn't felt the pain on my throat or in my nose. I felt in my chest, in my heart. My heart hurts and my head aches even more. "W-what?" I asked nervously, what he said isn't registering in my mind. "Franc
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He held my arm, huminga ng malalim. And looked at me with tired eyes. "I waited for you for hours and this is what I'll receive from you?" He asked, ang mukha niya ay pagod, mukhang hindi pa natulog at namumutla. His hair is so messy maging ang kanyang suot na damit. "Tell me what's wrong why are you mad again?" He asked calmly. Napalunok ako ng laway. Matapos ko siyang sigawan at ihagis sa mukha niya ang singsing kalmado parin siya? "Don't act like you don't know why I'm acting like this." Malamig kong sabi. Inaagaw ko ang braso ko mula sa hawak niya pero hindi niya ako pinapakawalan. "It's so easy for you to get mad at me." He said sadly. I saw pain in his eyes. Natahimik ako. Nakokonsensya. "That ring... You're just gonna throw it like that?" Mas lalo kong nakita ang sakit sa mga mata niya. "And it's so easy for you to say to me that you're going to marry my brother. Y
My Pleasure, Sir 96
"I know you're having a hard time and I know you're in pain." She said suddenly na nakapagpalingon sakin sa kanya. Kinabahan ako. The way she looked at me, she's worried. "I've tried talking to father. Asked him and convinced him if he can just stop your marriage. But kahit anong sabihin ko hindi nababali ang desisyon niya. I tried... I tried convincing him to just let you decide for your own pero wala. You know father, what he wants that's what he gets." Hindi ako nakaimik. Nagulat sa sinabi niya. I didn't know that she tried to talk to our father. Akala ko isa siya sa mga nagsusulsol na ipakasal ako. Akala ko magkasundo sila sa plano nilang ito. "I know we are not that close kagaya ng ibang magkapatid, Q." Lumunok ako ng laway. Totoo iyon. Nakakabigla nga na ngayon ay nag-uusap kami ng ganito. "Habang lumilipas ang mga taon, habang tumatanda ka, mas lalong nagiging malayo tayo sa isa't isa." N
My Pleasure, Sir 97
Gumaan ang loob ko sa kanya. Nagawa ko pang ikwento ang storya namin ni Nicholas. But at the last part of our story I started crying. Tangina! Last part na talaga 'yun? That's the end? Naiyak ako lalo. "Its hard, it's painful, and complicated. And wala kang kasiguraduhan sa feelings ni Nicholas sa'yo. But if you're destined for each other. Tadhana at panahon na ang gagawa ng paraan para maging kayo sa huli." Lumunok ako ng laway at kinalma ang sarili ko. Sobrang focus ako sa pakikinig sa kanya. She gave me a warm smile. "You have to be strong. We shouldn't give up on love." "But I'm the only one who's in love." Inirapan niya ako at bumuntong hininga. "I told you, you are not sure about the feelings of Nicholas. You didn't ask him what he feels for you. He didn't said he doesn't love you but he also didn't said what his real feelings for you." "He left! Hindi ako mahal 'nun kung
My Pleasure, Sir 98
Tumabi ako sa kanya, nginitian. He smiled at me too at nakita kong kumakain na at kausap itong si ate. Kumuha ako sa fries na nasa harapan ko at kinain iyon. Kanina pa ako kain ng kain. "Buti nakapunta ka? Don't you have a graduation party too?" Sabi ko sa kanya habang ngumunguya. "Hindi naman sabay ang graduation natin. Next week pa kami." I heard him say. Oo nga pala. "Saka baka magwala ka kapag hindi ako sumipot sa graduation party mo." Rinig kong sabi niya. Nag-uumpisa ng magmayabang at mang-asar. His hair is now long too. Pero ang sa may likod ang pinapahaba niya. "Ano bang course natapos mo? Bachelor in hindi pinili?" He said teasingly. Siniko ko siya, tumawa naman. "Graduate ka din naman sa course na 'yun next week." Bulong ko pero alam kong narinig niya. Umalis kami doon, pumunta sa sala kung nasaan ang ibang bisita. Napasimangot ako nang makita si Nicholas kasama
My Pleasure, Sir 99
I'm wearing a terno hoodie and a skirt. I've been addicted to jackets and hoodies. And I can't wear fitted shirt or crop top. My belly is a bit bloated than usual. Lumaki ng kaunti kain kasi ako ng kain. Not that bloated, my abs disappeared but it still feels hard when you tap it. Wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi kumain. Naiinip na ako sa condo walang magawa. Si Gina naman busy sa paghahanap ng trabaho. Me? I don't know if I'll work in our company. Two weeks palang akong graduate. I don't wanna work immediately. I want a vacation first. "Did your attitude changed or you're really like that? Ngayon ko lang napansin dahil ngayon nalang tayo ulit naging close?" I heard my sister asked. "Ewan." Tamad kong sabi at kumain nalang saka tumingin sa bintana. She has this weird stares at me. "Did you had your period last month?" She suddenly asked. "Not yet. Why do you ask?" Nagtataka kong tanong. Umiling lang
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