CHAPTER 2
NASSYI HEARD the door clicked. Agad akong napalingon dahil lumabas na si Daddy Caine.“Oemgeeee!” tili ko saka ako nagtatalon sa sobra kong saya.Ngayon ko naramdaman ang pagbuhos ng regla ko. May regla na pala ako fashion show to the max pa ako kanina papalabas ng hotel. I took a bath earlier but I found no blood on my underwear. Malamang dinatnan ako bigla nang makaalis na ako sa hotel room.Nag-aalala na rin ako na sobra kina Mommy. For sure, they were so worried. Tumalikod akong muli. I feel like walking in the air. Para akong nasa alapaap. I am so happy.Ang gwapo ni Daddy Caine.“Hey.”Agad akong napalingon nang bigla ulit bumukas ang pinto at napatanga ako sa kagwapuhan niya. Caine was already wearing his sunglass.“Yes?” pormal kong tanong.“Here’s the phone. Call your parents right away. Baka matagalan ako.”Matagalan? Napakunot ako.“How many tons of napkin will you buy?”He looked at me with a serious aura. Sanay na ako sa ganung mukha niya. Kahit na nakakatawa na ang sinasabi ng tao, hindi pa rin siya tumatawa. He’s like a living monument anyway.“I Just can’t wait for a another moment to pass neglecting your Mom. Tawagan mo na. The passcode is your birthday.”Pinigil kong mapangiti pero sa isip ko ay tumatalon na ako.I just shrugged and walked. Kisap-mata lang at nasa harap ko na siya. He handed me his phone.Tumalikod na ulit siya at lumabas. Tiningnan ko naman ang smartphone niya at inamoy-amoy ko pa. Hindi naman amoy betlogs. Hindi naman siguro niya ito sinisiksik sa briefs niya, tulad ng nakikita kong mga palabas sa tv. At kung ginagawa man niya, for sure hindi naman amoy pulbura ang loob ng briefs niya kahit na sanay siya sa gyera.I giggled. I am so naughty. Why am I even thinking this way?Pumunta na ako sa kwarto na sinasabi ni Daddy Caine. Minsan lito na ako kung anong itatawag ko sa kanya. He will probably question me if I will often call him Caine. He will never find it appealing. Ever since, he treated me as his own baby. Nakakalungkot.I opened the door to my left and saw the room. It was cute. It was small compared to my room but it’s okay. His house wasn’t that big as well so what would I expect? Malawak ang bakuran niya, iyon ang napansin ko.I scanned the entire room and walked inside, too. Isa-isa kong sinuri ang mga gamit doon, tapos ay lumapit ako sa balkonahe.I feel so home.Dito, walang yaya. Wala akong kasama. Tatayo ako sa sariling mga paa pero okay lang. Kaya ko. I am a big girl now.I LOOK myself in front of the vanity mirror as I wait for Caine to hand me the napkins I needed for my period. This is embarrassing, but I don’t feel any embarrassment at all. This can’t change the feeling that I have at this moment, happiness. At long last, I’m with him again.My God! Parang aatakihin ako sa puso sa kilig. Nakapaghanda na ako. Nakapagtanggal na ng damit na may dugo. I called Mommy right away.“Caine?” boses iyon ni Mommy, parang nag-aalala.“Mom,” malambing kong sagot.“Oh, thank God he found you! Napaano ka ba anak? Dad, our baby is already here!” tawag ni Mommy kay Daddy.“The line wasn’t okay, Mom, Dad. I am so sorry. I will fix it later. Daddy Caine handed me his phone to call you. I found his house anyway. I am here in my room. He just went out to buy something.”“Are you okay, sweetie?” It was Daddy over the line.“Yes, Dad. Don’t worry na about me. Buo pa rin ako,” biro ko sa kanila.“Silly. You made us so worried.”“I didn’t do it on purpose, Dad.”“Okay. I’ll leave the phone to your, Mom. May aasikasuhin si Daddy. Be good. Okay? Don’t make that good looking guy go bald.”I giggled, “I can’t promise,” biro ko din kay Daddy, “Love you, Dad. Bye.”“I love you.”Nakarinig na ako ng kaluskos. Si Mommy na ulit ang nasa phone.“Mom? Is Dad gone?”“Yeah. He left. Bakit na naman?” Tumingin muna ako sa pinto para siguruhin na wala pa si Daddy Caine.“He got bigger, Mom. I mean. He wasn’t like this when I was a kid. He was…burly,” I tried to kill my emotion but seems like Mom was Mom.“Ang panty mo, hold it firmly. Baka mawala ang virginity. Lagot ka sa Daddy at kuya mo, Nassy. Ako, kakampi mo ako pero kapag ang dalawang yun na ang nagsalita, we’re both dead.”E di mawala. Sabi ko na lang sa isip ko. Ibibigay ko na lang kapag sigurado na ako sa nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko naman basta-basta ibibigay.Kanino ba ako magmamana? My Dad is a terrible womanizer, and my Mom? She’s strongheaded and naughty. Saka, I don’t care if I’m going to lose it, only that, I want that old man to be my first. Eighteen na ako. Halos lahat nga ng mga kaklase at kaibigan ko, may experience na at ako na lang ang wala. I don’t want to be a virgin old maid. At least for once in my life, I want to know what real orgasm feels like.Tanga!Alam ko ba ang sinasabi ko?Well, Caine may not love me as his – fiancée, at least I had spent a precious moment with him. I don’t want any guy in my life. It may sound so old and crazy but I want to be like my Mom who had only one man in her life and luckily it was my Dad.I may not even look like her because figuratively speaking, mas mahinhin si Mommy sa akin. Daddy Vandrix always tells me I do really act like Mommy Yon-Yon, and he really finds it so funny. Well, guess so and I love myself for who I really am. People don’t know me. They may judge me according to what they just see, but I have some philosophies in life and I am the onlyone who have the guts to perfectly understand it.Sa modernong panahon ngayon, mahirap kumbinsihin ang mga tao sa paligid na matino ako kasi mapanghusga sila.Ito ang plano ko sa isip, pero kung may babae na siniseryoso si Caine, baka mamatay na akong virgin.The heck!Halos matampal ko ang noo ko. Kung anu-ano ang naiisip ko.“I know that na, Mommy. I have to end the call now, Mom. I will fix myself. My period came unexpectedly.”“Okay, anak. Don’t firget to inform your Kuya, too. He isn’t here pero nag-aalala na rin siya.”“I will, Mommy. Babye.”“Bye sweetie.”Tinapos ko ang tawag nang nakangiti, tapos napaisip ako.I don’t know what’s with Caine but as I grew up, I had always found him so attractive and a bit sad. I want to be the only person in this world who could make him happy and I built that goal in my mind as time passed by. I know I’m his happiness and it must remain that way' forever. At least habang hindi pa siya nagsi-settle down. I almost jump off my seat when the phone rang. Si Daddy na makulit at masungit. Ano pa kaya ang kailangan niya?“Hello, Daddy handsome.” I made my voice sweeter and playfully blinked my eyes as I answered.“Hey, sweetheart.” He sounds so sad.Pakiramdam ko ay na-guilty ako bigla. I don’t want to leave them, because there’s no one left to look after them. Si Kuya, nasa UK at busy sa sarili niyang Pharmaceutical Laboratory. But he had promised that he'd be home next week to have his vacation. But knowing how strict that grumpy chemist manwhore is, syempre dadaan daw muna siya rito to check on me. Alam ko na yun. Titingnan niya kung hindi ako pasaway.“Did you make it there safely, anak? Wala ka bang naging problema? Baka ayaw mo lang sabihin. It was your first time to travel alone.” Dad asked and so I nod.“Yes and I’m sorry for the mess. I am really okay, Dad. Wala akong aberya. Walang problema.”That’s when somebody knocks at the door and it opens after a couple of seconds.Oh shitty, the man of my dreams is here, with his stern face but so handsome as ever. He’s carrying paper bags and bobs his brows when our eyes meet. I can see that he misses me, too. But knowing this old man, alam ko na hindi siya madaldal kaya hindi siya magiging vocal kung hindi ko siya pipilitin. It will come out naturally.Saan ba talaga ako papunta? Sa mga iniisip at nararamdaman ko, parang sarili ko ang isusubo ko sa kanya at hindi ibang babae. I have to remind myself that I am just here to be with him, not to seduce him.Dapat ay maging kaswal pa rin ako at isipin pa rin ang koneksyon naming dalawa, koneksyon bilang magkapamilya.Hello there. Ito po ang ongoing ko ngayon. sana pi ay subaybayan niyo po. thank you.
Chapter 2.1NassyI NOTICED that he averted his gaze after staring at me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang reaksyon niya. Do I look awful? I checked myself in the mirror again. I look okay, as far as I know.Tuluyan siyang pumasok.“Your grumpy Dad?” the corner of his lips ascended.“Same as you.” I followed it with a giggle and Caine looked at me through his lashes.Ay shet! Kinikilig ako. Ang pogi-pogi mo! Kalma, Nassandra. Hanggang kilig ka lang.“Is that your Daddy Caine, anak?” Dad asked over the phone. Kamuntik ko nang makalimutan na kausap ko nga pala siya.“Uhm, yes, Dad. He bought me some sanitary napkins, dinatnan kasi ako.”“Silly woman. You’re not even prepared? When will you ever learn, sweetheart? Hindi mo namana ang ganyang mga bagay sa Mommy mo,” He declared but I just rolled my eyes as I watched Caine landed the paper bags on the table in front of me. He’s towering tall as he keeps on watching every move that my lips make. Nakakailang. Ano ba siya? Nakangiti pa si
CHAPTER 3CAINESHIT!Napamura ako habang ramdam ko ang pagkabalisa. Nagagawa kong itago pero sa loob ko ay para akong sasabog. Diyos ko. Ako ba ay masusunog na nang tuluyan sa impyerno? Paano ako nauwi sa ganito?Why can’t I stop the throbbing of my dick? This is wrong but my shaft is such a traitor. I madly massage my nape as I start to walk back and forth. Siya pa rin ang maliit na bata na iyon na inalagaan ko. I must not look at her with lust and must not put a lot of malice in every little thing that she does. I have to remind myself that she’s just so sweet. I must respect her and protect her, and protect her even more to a fucker like me! Damn it!Malamang, siya ay parang tigre kung umasta dahil spoiled siya sa akin pero parte iyon ng pagiging napakalambing niya. She looks at me like her Daddy and fuck my dickhead for overreacting with that simple kiss.Aba, Ginoong Maria, iligtas mo ako! Napadasal ako nang wala sa oras.She even kept on giggling after that as if telling me t
CHAPTER 4NASSNAKAKUNOT noo ako sa nakikita kong bahay. Hindi ako sigurado kung ito na nga. Malay ko ba na napakalaki pala ng subdivision na ito.Sakay ako ng convertible car ni Caine.“Are you sure she’s here, Kisses?” Tanong niya sa akin.“Sabi niya ito. Look.”Ipinakita ko sa kanya ang litrato na ipinagsend ni Rechel sa akin via MMS.“She said blue house.”Kulang ang sabihin ko na nahulog ang mga panga niya pagkakita sa litrato.“Blue? Great,” he answered. Ako man ay natawa rin dahil para siyang gigil na tumitig sa akin nang ibaba niya ang sunglass niya.Lahat ng bahay dito ay blue at iisa ang itsura.“Sorry na!” sabi kong tumatawa.Naiiling na lang siya. Ang saya-saya ko na magkasama kami ngayon. Totoo ba ito? I mean, I see his grumpy but so handsome face. He’s just inches away from me. Gusto kong umiyak, deep inside habang tinititigan ko siya.“Wait here. I’ll knock at that door.”“Sama na ako sa iyo,” nakalabi kong sabi. Hindi na siya umimik.I opened the door of the car but
CHAPTER 5CAINE“Ohhh god! Ohh god! Walker, I’m… I…I…” the woman screamed as she reached her fourth climax. I kept on rocking her hips back and forth while she started convulsing on top of me.Shit!I close my eyes as I explode. Fuck! Biglang tila kidlat ang mukha ni Nassandra na pumasok sa utak ko. This is how I ended, fucking a woman. The supposed to be applicant who had to show me her swimming expertise was squirming on top of me. She showed her expertise in riding a dick and I showed my expertise when it comes to banging a pussy.What's her damn name? Amy? Miss Amy Conrad?She collapsed on top of me, still writhing. Then, the door suddenly swung open after a loud thug.Damn it! Gustong lumundag ng mga mata ko papalabas nang makita ko kung sino ang dumating. What the hell is my Kisses doing here?“You’re a manwhore, Caine Nicholas Walker the fucker! Gagawin ko ‘yang longganisa! Bwisit ka!” Nassandra yelled. She’s really mad and she’s carrying a long samurai.Holy Jesus! Puputulin
Chapter 5.1Caine “Now tell me, does an interview make a man’s shirt be worn inside out? Would it even make a man forget his girl and keep her waiting for more than two hours while he promised that he'd come by before she knew it? Look at your neck!” hinampas niya ako sa dibdib.“Aw baby.”I caught her wrists and kissed her hands but she stomped her foot.“Look at your neck! May kiss mark ka pa! You couldn’t change the fact that you fucked a woman and lied at all!”she punches my arm.I touch my own neck. Shit. I never noticed Amy made a mark on my skin.And I was shocked. How could Nass possibly even know a kiss mark? Did she even try having one before?Inalis ko iyon sa isip ko. “Look, Nass. This is my nature and please do try to understand. Come on, let’s go home.” I open the door and hold her arm but she pushes it aside in a harsh way.Iyon na lang ang sinabi ko para huwag na rin niyang gaanong lagyan ng kontrol ang mga ginagawa ko.“At least have some respect and don’t put me at
CHAPTER 6 NASSI can’t sleep. That song, “Perfect” song keeps on playing inside my head. I am hugging my giant pink teddy bear yet I needed more than just a Teddy bear. I want Caine.Bumalikwas ako ng bangon mula sa kama at lumabas ng kwarto bitbit si Cass. Isang buong maleta ang inilaan ko para sa Teddy bear ko na ito, mabitbit ko lang siya. I couldn’t leave her. Ang stuffed toy kong ito ay nariyan na mula pa noon.Mommy told me kakambal ko ito. She told me that Caine gave this bear when she gave birth, the same moment when he was about to leave to study abroad and join the Navy.I bite my bottom lip before I knock at his door. “Caine? I – I mean D-Daddy Caine?” I pressed my ear against the door to hear any sound but I heard none.Ang sama ng loob ko nang makita kong baliktad ang damit niya pero pilit kong itinatago. Alam kong may babae siya. Gusto kong tanungin ang sarili ko kung handa ba talaga ako rito.“Still awake?”I asked and knocked again.Walang sagot o baka sadyang mahina l
Chapter 6.1NassCaine’s calm expression suddenly turned dangerous. “What the fuck is this?” He touched the lump on my forehead. “Who the hell did this?”Bigla akong nagkaroon ng pagdadalawang-isip kung sasabihin ko ba sa kanya o hindi, na nahampas ako ni Sawyer ng baseball bat.“Ahm u…” I was trying to think of a better excuse but he gripped my jaws.Aray! Ang dahas ng bwisit na ito!“Honest answer, Nassandra,” He demanded and almost clenched his jaws.How could I ever lie if he was acting this strange? Rech was right. He’d kill for me.“I-It’s, it was an accident.” I swallowed.Hindi maipinta ang mukha niya.“I don’t care. Don’t make me repeat my question. The question was, who the hell did this?” inis na tanong na niya kaya ngumisi ako nang maganda. “T-The… baseball bat?” pilosopong sagot ko kaya napahilamos siya ng mukha.He angrily stood up and walked, heading to his walk-in closet.Patay na! Kaagad akong bumangon at saka ko siya sinundan, “Major Caine Nicholas Walker, the gru
CHAPTER 7CAINEMother fucker son of a wench!After tying Goliath, I purposely put my hands on my hips. Nassandra turns around to see who the dickhead behind her is, This Sawyer the dumbass.“S-Sawyer?” Nassandra asked.She blinked twice and perhaps she couldn’t believe that this man showed his face for a nice show, huh?How brave for this kid to face me?And she knows his fucking name, huh? Brilliant! First day in Washington, may Presidente na kaagad ng fans club ang unica baby ko. How nice?The boy smiles as he rakes Nass' body. Who will not? Jesus! She’s wearing a very thin fabric or must I say a lace? Para siyang Victoria's Secret model sa damit pantulog niya na ang tawag niya ay hayop na pajama raw. Diyos ko, what kind of a pair of pajamas is that? She’s exposing too much skin from her back down to her thighs. Tapos, mana siya sa Mommy niya na nakamedyas? Balutin ko kaya siya sako?“Get in, you woman.” I commanded her.She looked back at me and never moved.“Get. The. Fucking.