Beatrix’s POVWe waited outside for a few minutes until it reached an hour, but not one of the nurses or even the doctor came out of the emergency room. I can't help but be nervous because of that, they said that Rayton is not in a critical situation but their action is telling a different story.“Are you okay, Beatrix? You've been pale since we got here, your eyes are also puffy. If you want to sleep for a while, we'll take care of it first and wait for the news from the nurses or doctor." Lucy suggested but I shake my head.How can I sleep? when I don’t even know what is going on inside the room in front of me, the man who is important in my life is in the hospital and I don't know how he really is. We were only a few steps away from each other but it felt like miles between us.“If Rayton can see you now, for sure he will be worried. Just look yourself in the mirror some nurses will think you also need some medication, On the first day of the event you still look okay.” Lucy said a
Beatrix’s POVThey finally put Rayton in a regular single room after they stitched his wound, seeing him laying down in the hospital bed unconsciously with a bandage on his body makes me think again of what the doctor said. We can’t protect our love once if we continue to let them dictate our every decision as the new chief of the pack.I am the current chief, and even Byron and Alpha Gregor are against my future decision there is nothing they can do once I announce it. Zafer and his friend are right, the only thing I am not sure of is how genuine their offer to become my allies is.“What should I do now, Rayton? I said I will protect you no matter what happened, how can I face your parents when they see you like that?” I don’t know what the right emotions I should feel first now, it’s like I'm going crazy. if only I could switch places with Rayton, I would. “Please, come back to me faster I can’t do it without you now.”“Beatrix,” Lucy called to me as she entered the door. “Rayton’s
Lucy’s POVSince when he last holds me tight like what he was doing right now? I can’t even remember when is it, his warm big gentle hand gives me some butterflies in my stomach back then but right now, all I can feel is nervousness.There is no gentleness while he pulls me outside the room, I can see the tension in his jaw. However, even though I can feel my skin burning from his tight grip I did not pull my hand. I can’t even say that he should let go of my hand, I’m scared.I’m damn scared that if I say something like that, He will not only let go of my hand but everything we have… everything we STILL have.If only I know that everything will change between us, in the very first place I won’t let my heart sink deep in love with him. When I thought that fate will help us to make our relationship better and strong, it was not.Fate is the one that ruins everything.I thought we can fight the destiny they called, but it’s not. It’s hard.“Why did you let that happen, Lucy?” I only ba
Lucy’s POV“What!” I immediately put my two hands on Anton’s mouth, even though he was also covered with his mouth because of what he did. When he removed his hand, I did the same, “what did you say, you are going back to your parents next month? Did you talk to Raycon about this?”I shook my head and shrugged my shoulder, “not yet but what is the point? I’m just his little lover but not the fated mate, like what you said, he will still choose the dominant omega he met when the moon shone that night.”“But it doesn’t mean you will decide easily, if you are going back to the West then there is a big possibility that you won’t come back here.” Anton looked at me, “not unless that is what you are trying for? Are you really going to end everything between the two of you? I know you're already hurting, but don't you want to talk to Raycon about this first?”"If I tell him now, he will change my mind, maybe I'll just tell him next month when I only have a few days to stay here. And I hope y
The next few days went well for Beatrix; the event was stopped for a while because of what happened. He still has no news about Beltran's decision on what kind of punishment Zack will get because of what he did to Rayton.Rayton's family stayed in a hotel in the South, no matter what she offered to stay in the mansion, but Raycon refused. Beatrix can't do anything but respect their decision, she can't take care of Rayton's family especially since she is always in the hospital to watch over and accompany her boyfriend.Beatrix was reading when Lucy arrived, bringing food and drink from the mansion. "Eat first, I'll take care of watching Rayton." She said and arranged the food on the table."You went home to the mansion? Why didn't you go to the hotel with Raycon, did you guys fight or something?" Beatrix couldn't stop asking her, as a woman even though Beatrix didn't have much experience, she knew something was wrong between the two.Lucy answered with a forced smile and approached her
“How are you feeling, Rayton?” The doctor asked. “Based on the test result everything is fine now, I’m just asking you in case you feel something painful or strange that did not appear in the result.” The doctor tries to explain more after Rayton said that he was fine and nothing is wrong with his body.The doctor discusses more the situation and while Beatrix kept listening, she was afraid that she missed something. He wants to know everything about Rayton that is forbidden and allowed to eat, so she can take care of him.“How long will he stay here in the hospital; can he go home tomorrow or will he have to stay here for a few more days?” Raycon asked from the side.“He can leave the hospital if his body is ready, he just needs to not move too much because the wound might open. If he comes home later or tomorrow, he still cannot participate in the practice or event that is being held today.” The doctor answered and looked at Rayton again, "the decision is up to him if he wants to go
“Yes, I’m breaking up with you,” Lucy said without a blinked, she forced herself to look the man in front of her in the eyes. As much as possible, she wants to show that she is serious about her decision.Raycon stared at Lucy as if his mind couldn't process it. Not even once did it occur to him that the woman would say that to him, not even in his dreams. What sin and wrong did he do for her to break up with him? “Lucy, please think again. I know you are angry with me now but please don't rush to a decision. Why are you going to break up with me all of a sudden?"“Because there is no reason for us to stay in the relationship. Everyone sees you guys together, what do I have against a woman that is meant for you?” Lucy said and looked away from Raycon, "do I need to explain all the reasons?""I can't understand, Lucy, she’s the fated mate but we don't have a relationship. If you hear any news that we have a relationship, that's not true, believe me." Raycon held Lucy's hands again but
The two didn't care even if they were inside the car, the important thing was that it was tinted and those outside couldn't see them. They are both naked, hugging each other as if they really miss each other and don't want to part their lips from kissing.That's what Lucy wanted, to block her mouth with Raycon's hot kisses on her so her moans wouldn't come out. While Rayton's hand was busy in the middle of her thighs playing in her wet clits, Raycon slowly but carefully inserted his middle finger into the hole.“Ugh, Raycon…” Lucy whispered between their lips, her trembling thighs were losing strength because of the sensation that Raycon was giving to her whole body. He twirled his finger as if he was reaching for something deep inside Lucy's wetness, he kept pressing his finger inside until Lucy moaned louder, "Oh gosh, Raycon, yes there!"“Hush, I thought you don’t want others to hear your moans, hmm?” Raycon softly whispered to her ears. “bite my shoulder, you can suppress your moa