30. In search of Him

Killian punches the heavy punching bag with all the force he can mustard. The force is so fierce that the bag is only a few minutes away from falling from the ceiling, escaping the metallic loop it is bound with.

Sweat drops from his forehead profusely. His bare chest glistens with sweat. He is panting like there is no tomorrow, tiredness taking over his system. However, he is still livid. The desire to hurt something to subside his anger is too intense. Unwanted memories flashes in front of his eyes like a vivid dream, making him angrier. No matter how much he punches the bag, it doesn't bring him the satisfaction he is longing for. Vulnerable. He is feeling vulnerable and he absolutely loathes it.

Panting heavily, Killian rolls off the gloves. He starts punching the bag with bare hand, hoping it would make him feel some other emotions than the ominous feeling pumping in his veins. He is used to punching the bag with his bare hand. However, he is too agitated to watch his strikes r