Frustrated

We didn't get to have sex that night because he got a call, and left to answer it, leaving me so high and dry I had to masturbate to the thoughts of him.

It was a long night for me and I ended up sleeping late in the morning. I couldn't wake to prepare breakfast for Gordon, and he didn't force me to do that.

I slept for almost the entire day and woke up mid-afternoon. My eyes and mouth hurt so bad, but not as much as my thoughts did.

Recalling how frustrated Jayden left me, gave me this urge to seek him out, so I can give him a kick on his damned stomach, and teach him never to tease women and leave them like this.

I had my bath and got dressed in a body-con-black dress. I didn't bother to tie my hair up since I wasn't going anywhere. Gordon has yet to find a job for me.

I prepared lunch and ate before I went up to my room. Jayden must have gone to work because I didn't see him out here. The entire house was empty, just like it had always been since I got married to him. But now,