Chapter 24

~Zane

I had the best sex with the woman I've been craving for and I just had to go and ruin it.

I hated it when she said it was just sex.

Gosh! I wished it was just that, it would make things less complicated but it was not. I was starting to like her for real. Her whole personality was endearing.

And what she was doing for her sister was so selfless, sacrificing her own happiness for her family. I just hoped they were worth it.

She deserved so much more but I couldn't give what I didn't have. I was not in the right headspace to be anything more with her, and with our situation, we couldn't be anything else too.

But, I couldn't forget how she made me feel, so light weighed and at peace. She felt like home to me, and that word had been strange to me ever since my sister and mum passed away.

I couldn't bear to lose her. It might be selfish but I wanted that with her again. I wanted those few minutes of happiness. I didn't want us to go back to being strangers and hating each