~Nivea
I couldn't believe I cried in front of Zane after a mind-blowing orgasm.
How embarrassing. But that was needed
I had been bottling up my feelings and it had just been piling up. He didn’t freak out. I actually thought he was going to. Crying after sex? I was so damaged.
I also haven’t slept so calmly since Thomas did that, always being on edge.
Sometimes it lasted for a week, with me always jumping in fright in my sleep when someone touched me because of the fear I felt of him lurking around to just rape me again. But being with Zane, after the way he cherished and loved my body, made me sleep like a baby.
The bastard even had the guts to send an enormous amount of money to my account the next day. I didn't think he felt guilty though. He did that to remind me of the slut I was to him. Always being degraded as usual.
I have been transferring the money he sends me into a different account, waiting for it
~Nivea“Nah, I’m gonna keep 'em,” he grinned devilishly.“Don’t start Zane, I need it. My skirt is really short, I can’t afford flashing my bum or coochie out in public"“I’m sure you’d be careful love” he kissed my forehead and strolled out.My mouth was still open in shock, as I watched him leave. I couldn't believe he just said that and kept my panties in his pocket.Lifting my skirt up, I went to do my business and wash up in the bathroom, then I reapplied my lipgloss and rearranged my hair. He really pulled my hair though, and held my hands too tight. I could see the red marks on my wrist and I loved it.Now, this was the kind of mark you would proudly show off and not the ones Thomas gave to me.I picked up my bag and headed straight to the cafeteria. I saw Leo chatting happily with Nate, Zane was on his phone and Steve was throwing daggers at Nate. I got th
~NiveaWho the hell was she? And why was she sitting so comfortably on Zane, and even had the guts to kiss him boldly in front of us?“Get a room,” Leo rolled her eyes and groaned.The girl pulled their lips apart, grinding on Zane, “I missed you so much baby, did you miss too?” she squealed.Baby?“Nobody did. You should have just stayed there and started a new life instead of coming back,” Leo grumbled.I was the only one whose eyes were wide in shock like the kiss and over-familiarity she had going on with Zane was completely a normal thing for a stranger to do. Then it dawned on me that everybody knew her, apparently they all knew who she was except me.“Still mean Leo I see,” the girl smirked. “I thought you would be nicer but I guess I assumed wrong”I just watched the interactions she had with everybody, especially with Zane, all the touching she was doing
~Nivea“Hey, don’t spare any deets, I've seen how handsome he looks, and I also saw you on the front page magazine with the hot footballer Ryan,” she beamed, her eyes twinkling with excitement.“Yeah...” I didn’t even know it had gotten to the news.“It was everywhere until it mysteriously disappeared. How did he take it?” she asked.I looked down at my hands, avoiding her eyes. I couldn't lie to her face, ”Yeah, he didn’t handle it well but he understood that I was drunk,” I lied with a small smile on my face. I was sure the disappearance had something to do with Thomas. I guess he must have handled the scandal before it got worse.“How the fuck are you so updated?” I had to ask. “I’m sick, not dead plus I have a phone that still works,” she said sarcastically. “And of course, I have to keep up with the tabloids. You see that” She pointed to a stack of magazines. “Peter brings me one every day,” she grinned. “On first name basis I see,” I smiled. Her cheeks turned pink. She found h
~ZaneSeeing Trish here, threw me off, I didn’t know she was back already. I couldn’t push her off me when she sat on my thighs and pulled me for a kiss, that would be too embarrassing. She was the only one who I was the closest to after Steve. She helped me a lot, especially during my addiction phase. She could be a bitch but she was my friend.I could feel Nivea’s eyes on me, she was burning a hole through my head with her glare. I avoided looking at her and put all my attention on Trish. I was sure she thought I was hiding things from her. I just didn’t think to mention my fuck buddy was back.I loved how she didn’t allow Trish to walk all over her, which shocked Trish to the bone. No one ever dared to talk back at her. The corners of my lips quirked up in a halfway smile. Trish noticed me smiling and hit my shoulders for laughing at her.Nivea excused herself and Leo also followed her out.“But, T
~ZaneSo, I had a girlfriend and I was just finding out? How interesting.“Cheating? When did you ask me out?” I teased.“I think you’ve become delusional,” I said, pulling off my shirt and dumping it in the laundry basket.Cheating? We were never a thing so why would that thought even get into her head? Where was all this coming from?“I’m serious Zane, it’s high time we become serious,” I looked at her to see there was no trace of a joke in her eyes. She was dead serious. What had gotten into her?!“I don’t do relationships and you know that,” I muttered, pulled off my trousers, and flung on the chair. I slid under the duvet and scrolled through my phone. I was not in the mood for this conversation right now.“Aren’t you here so we can catch up? Why are we talking about a relationship?”“I want something more seri
~ZaneI waited to hear the sound of Nivea’s door opening but I didn’t and I ended up falling asleep, I woke up to my cell phone ringing. It was Steve.I rubbed my eyes, trying to ward off the sleep from my eyes, then grabbed my phone and answered it.“Dude, where have you been? I have been trying to reach you?” he rushed out.“I’m sorry, I fell asleep,” I looked out the window to see the sun had gone down.“You were supposed to be here an hour ago for your training and you have a match today,"“Fuck! I totally forgot to check my calendar today," I preferred him telling me a day before but he insisted on me going through my calendar.“Hurry your ass down here, we have just an hour to train before your match,” he said and hung up.I swung my leg off the bed and went straight to have a quick shower before I hit the road, then put on an ash sweatshirt and pants
~NiveaI collapsed on the bed, breathing hard, thankful Zane came to my rescue even though we were not on speaking terms.I was not going back to the living room. I only said that so Thomas would let me go.He would become so absorbed with the talks and forget about me as usual, then I would just blame my absence on tiredness and he would let me off the hook.I was so agitated and my mind was going somewhere I didn't want it to.I haven’t done that in a long while, so I decided to do a long self-care instead to get my mind off it.I got the hot tub ready, lit some candles, and soaked in it for a while. I also made a bubble bath, drank some champagne, washed my hair, and did my facials, but my mind kept constantly going back there.Trish's expression kept popping into my head and I felt so guilty and ashamed.The disgusting face she'd made reminded me that I was married to a man way older than
~ZaneI never thought Nivea would be the girl struggling this much. I had always known her as a strong lady who took care of her family. I never for once thought of how she was coping with all the stress, and to find out that she was self-harming broke me.And my new nemesis didn’t give me breathing space. Trish was everywhere and anywhere. She kept joining us at our table in the cafeteria. My father kept inviting her to have dinner with us.She sometimes ended up staying so late, thereby spending the night in my room and having breakfast with me and Nivea which was so awkward. Linda also loved her.Trish was becoming practically my roommate, which was quite normal when we were a thing but now it was suffocating.I couldn’t even have alone time with Nivea anymore and our relationship was getting more strained as she sometimes saw Trish touch me and stuff and randomly kissing me, catching me off guard.Alth