Kapitulo XVII - Allow

Today is the second day of my second semester in third-year college. Naging mahirap para sa akin ang nagdaang taon ngunit nalagpasan ko naman ito. Somehow, I managed to recover from my downfall and retained my scholarship for the past two semesters. It was indeed a very tough year for me, but I got through it and moved on.

It's been a year since I last saw Caleb, too. Naiwan pa rin sa kanyang inbox ang last text message ko. Somehow, I feel relieved about it. I did not have any distractions and I have nothing to worry about. Some say it's painful to wait for someone while others say that it's more painful to try to forget someone. But for me... the worst pain comes when you don't know whether you should wait or just forget. He's always been that way to me. Bigla-bigla na lang siyang susulpot tapos bigla-bigla na lang ding mawawala. Bigla-bigla na lang siyang magpaparamdam at bigla-bigla na lang ding maglalaho.

I sighed at my emotional train of thoughts. Kakatapos lang