How You Like That

It's been nine months and twenty-two days since Elliot left. I could be even more annoying and count the hours too but I don't have such a good memory. I only know how long it's been because I have a calendar in my room counting down the days until this year is over and I can be with him again.

All he’s given me in all this time is that email and a dry ‘Happy birthday love’ on my birthday four months ago.

That was the saddest birthday of my life of course, I just went out to have dinner with my three friends and I didn't even drink or dance or had any fun, I was just thinking about Elliot's email and how even though it was horribly short and lacking in sentiment, he remembered my birthday.

Being without him has gotten a little bit easier now. At least I am no longer thinking only of him every second of my existence and my wolf accepted that Elliot is doing his thing, helping people in need like a hero. She’s very proud of him.

My classes are going okay. Same boring shit, I’m just