-Arabella-Ronan is not in the house when I wake up, so I eat and wander around the house for a bit until I see a van stopping in the driveway through the window.Blanca walks down the path right in time to greet the driver, and he goes to the back of the truck and lets two more guys out. They start lowering enormous boxes and hauling them toward the library.I realize it's what Ronan had me order for the room behind the bookcase. They don't even look at me as they keep hauling boxes, until they finally bring in the polished wooden desk and set it down behind the couch, which is pretty much the only place it fit.Blanca thanks them and lets them out, and turns to me once she closes the door."I'm not going to unpack all of that. I came here to escape the attendants from the other house, and suddenly there's more work to do here! And where are all of those things going to fit, anyway?!" She keeps on complaining as she disappears into the kitchen, making me chuckle.
-Ronan-Ara looks on edge this morning, and I can perceive something along the lines of discomfort and apprehensiveness through the stone on my watch. I don't know why she seems to be dreading the trip to London, but this time, I think I won't ask. I'm actually eager to be away from the house for a while, even if having a bachelor party on top of the looming date of the vampire council isn't exactly encouraging.Especially if Desmond will be involved. When we're about to arrive at the airport, I remember that I've gotten her something and never gave it to her."I have a gift for you," I say, and her head turns in my direction expectantly. I pull out the phone from my pocket and place it in her hand. "Let's just say that I forgot this was lying around, and that I have no idea where it went." "What…what do you mean?" "You can use it to talk to your sister. Don't let anyone know, and don't use it in front of me unless I tell you that you can. I left the charger
-Arabella-It's late in the evening when we arrive in London, and the ten-hour flight was made infinitely better because Jay and his master happened to be there.Ronan's friend holed himself up in one of the bedrooms at the back of the plane, and Jay and I were able to talk freely. His relationship with Gabriel, however, only makes me sad. They get along so well that it's hard to picture them as a master-attendant relationship. It's not that I can presume to want something similar with Ronan, but at the same time, it gives me…nostalgia? Even though that's not possible, given that I never met Ronan before he picked me, I feel this yearning that I can't quite explain. A limo is already waiting for us outside the airport after we get off the plane, and Alexandros seems even less pleased when Ronan tells him that he invited Gabriel to stay over at his manor. Everything seems like an affront to the plans he has made for Ronan's bachelor party."I planned for a night at
-Ronan-I know Alex will be pissed that I've left once he realizes that I'm gone, but I don't care. The party was a drag anyway, with old and boring vampires and an abundance of attendants and escorts. Through the watch, I still feel Arabella in anguish, and I stupidly forgot to check the number for the phone I gave her, so I can't just call.I step out of the black cab, paying double for the man's trouble, and run into the manor."Sir! Are you all right?" Julia greets me. I haven't seen her in ages, but I don't have time to catch up now."Where is my attendant? Did she arrive?" I ask urgently."Yes, she settled into your bedroom. I apologize if that wasn't proper. I don't know if you keep the same protocol as Mr. Desmond or your parents." She keeps talking, but I'm already halfway up the stairs."Thank you!" I shout out, taking the final climb to the third floor and slamming my room's door open.Ara is sitting at the foot of the bed, crying. She's stil
-Arabella-When I wake up Ronan isn't in the bedroom, every inch of my body is sore and the skin on my bottom burns. Memories flow back to me and I immediately blush with embarrassment at the thought of what we did last night. It wasn't the first time we had sex, but this time…was more than exhilarating. I was so turned on by him that he could have tied me up and played with every inch of my skin and I would have loved it.It was like I was possessed by my desire for him. For his body, for all of him.I realize he must have moved me at some point in the night, because the last thing I remember is collapsing on the bed, spent. As mind-blowing as last night was, it left me exhausted.This is so messed up, and I feel terrible for attacking him the way I did. If we didn't end up having sex, I would have committed the worst mistake of my life. I can't admit it to him or to anyone, but now I know for sure that I've fallen in love with Ronan, and there's nothing I c
-Ronan-I am being torn in two.One part of me wants to get away from Ara, because if that call hadn't interrupted us back at the clock tower, I would have kissed her. And that would have been the end of me. She might not understand the significance of a kiss for vampires, but if she knows that I have only ever kissed one other person before, she will get an idea of how important it is.The other part of me doesn't want to be away from her.I haven't had such a fun day in ages. Decades, really.Her awe and curiosity about everything was contagious, and I found myself thinking of the same old monuments and places from different perspectives I had never imagined based on her questions and comments. I've lived for a long time, and a human, of all people, is the one who has me seeing things differently. We turn toward the road that leads to the manor, and I already see from afar that giving Gabriel free rein of the party may not have been the best id
-Arabella-The elation I felt all day dies when I see Stella with Ronan in his room. When I exit the bathroom again, though, everyone is thankfully gone.I can't help but feel a little angry that he didn't tell me she was coming. Something else happened while I locked myself up in the bathroom, because all the suitcases and bags that Stella's attendant had in her hands aren't there anymore.I get dressed and put on some light makeup, and by the time I'm done, it seems like the party has started. When I open the door, I can hear the faint beat of music and the general murmurs of people.Jay is leaving his room when I go to the second floor, and he greets me with a hug."Did you have fun today?" he asks me cheerfully, and I nod. "Good. And we're going to have even more fun tonight. I've asked Gabriel to set up a section for attendants. We can dance and do what we want there, away from the vampires." "That sounds amazing," I say. He winks at me and takes my a
-Ronan-I knew Alex would have us play The Hunt at some point in the night, but I don't like this twist he has put on the game. I could have stopped it, but before I ruined everyone's night the event had begun, and I found myself rushing forward along with the others. When they signaled that the hunt had begun, I had rushed toward the garden, knowing that was where Ara had been before. With my sight impaired by the blindfold, all I could rely on was her smell, and I could faintly distinguish it, along with Jay's scent. I followed the faint trace to the forest, in the direction of the gardening shed, but something is clearly masking Ara's scent, possibly something she has drunk. Alcohol gets into the bloodstream and is also released through the pores, so right now, I could be following any other attendant's trace. I know this forest well, having spent years playing here when I was young and hunting when I grew older. That helps with finding my way, but not in loc