DIANASnapping out of my thoughts, I pick up my bag and leave Daniel's house. I put the key under his mat, just as he instructed and I head for Lynn's house.Lynn is my best friend. The absolute best. We've known each other for what feels like an eternity but is actually just 3 years, she works at the coffee shop just next to the Media company, not that she needs it. Her family is wealthy, so she doesn't lack. She just wants to feel like she has her hands on something, according to her. I grabbed her attention when I kept getting coffee consistently for 2 weeks due to some issues with my parents at home.She was there to comfort me, and she's always been there since, so I find my way to the Hospital and take a cab to Lynn's from there. I punch in the code and walk into her apartment when I get there, something smells fire, not literally though.Lynn is cooking. She squeals in excitement on seeing me.“Hey D!”“Hey L!”We both let out a vivacious laughter.“I wasn't expecting you”. Sh
BRYANIt's Wednesday, and all Wednesdays are off days, along side Saturdays and Sundays. I jump out of bed and head to my planning board. I dust off the previous plans from yesterday, which included “Have Maria over for sex” and I laugh at myself. I'm beginning to see how pathetic my life really is. I write down fresh plans for the day, and I decide to leave Maria, or sex, out of my plans.Binge watch Grey's AnatomyBuy take out for noonStudy the Indiana Medical caseGo to the gymVisit MikeBinge watch Grey's Anatomy. Again.I smile at my plan, though quite short, they are time consuming, so they pretty much cover up my 24 hours. ********When I'm back from the gym by 4pm, I freshen up and drive down to Mike's.This take the elevator to the last floor. When it finally opens, I'm met by a pair of striking blue eyes, she looks like she's in her late twenties, not too late, 26/27. She has beautiful, curly, shoulder length hair, she has inviting lips and most inviting of all, her boob
DIANAI leave the apartment and make for the elevator, the door opens, revealing the most handsome guy I've seen in a few years. I'm too sad and tired too be moved. But I notice his features. His hair seems a deep shade of brown, same as his eyes, and this simple feature compliments his face.His body is well built, and he's tall, very tall, a good 5 inches taller by my guess. I snap out of my trance and snap my hands at him,“Hello? I need to make it down, if you'd be so kind as to step out the elevator please”.“Yes, sorry” He says.He steps out, his eyes never leaving my body, till the doors closes. Thoughts are coming in, but I'm too tired to pay attention to them, so I wave them off and focus on my present situation.I decide to make a stop at Lynn's, just for comfort. so I take a cab from the hospital out front, to hers. We talk about work, I tell her about the amazing progress I've been making so far, and I tell her about my mum. That moment is clouded because I have so much
BRYANAfter a few weeks, I'm practically an occupant of the Royalty Complex. I have a few important things at Mike's. Trekking 5 minutes to walk every day and taking a 45 minute drive are definitely not the same. The latter works for me.I'm making my way to the elevator, I'm going out for beer, I decided it had been long since I drank, and I wanted to use the opportunity to catch up with a few friends from the hospital.The elevator opens to Elevator girl, she's holding a bottle of wine.“Hi, it's you, again” She says in excitement, I'm not sure the excitement is as a result of her seeing me though, so I ask her.“Something exciting happen?”She seems surprised that I'm talking to her, but she's answers happily anyways.“Yes actually, promotion at work” She says, smiling. And her smile is beautiful. I can explain what she does to me, how she makes me feel. But I like it, and suddenly, catching up with friends isn't even nearly as appealing as spending even the fraction of a minute w
DIANAHis presence is oddly comforting, it's enough, it feels safe, it feels happy and it finally feels like what I've craved all these years. Our conversations are not forced, there is no silent moment, unless we're both giving our undivided attention to the TV, or staring at each other, smiling.No one has made me feel this way in a long while, especially in such a short time, and I'm trying hard not to make it obvious that I haven't felt this way in a while.When we're done with the last episode for the first season, we realize it's past 11.“It's past 11” He says with a hint of disappointment in his voice.“That it is, we could do this again?” I ask, standing up, I don't even know why I asked that.Please don't find me embarrassingPlease don't find me embarrassingPlease don't find me embarrassing“We should, we definitely should”. He says, laughing.Phew.“Alright, Bye?” I ask, making my way for the door.“Bye, D” There's a pause before the D, and his facial expression is to rem
BRYANAfter Lynn leaves the apartment, I'm left disconcerted, confused. I might understand where she's coming from, but I thought we both knew this was undefined, since we clearly didn't define it. It breaks me that I hurt her, but I know better than to follow her out, so I let Lynn go, and I head back to Mike's.Few hours later after I'm freshened up and out of my head with my thoughts, Mike walks in.He flashes me a look of uncertainty, noticing my displeasing mood.“Heyyy man, you good?” He asks in concern, sitting on the couch across from me.“I think I messed things up with new girl”“Who? Diana, pretty chick?”“Yh man don't rub it in”“What happened?”So I explain everything, how she called me her boyfriend, and how she was hurt I didn't think we were ever anything closer than friends.After what feels like a sad silent 2 seconds, Mike bursts out in laughter. God I need new friends.“But you kinda led her on man, you've never spent that much time with anyone, hell with me”“Lo
DIANAThe past few days haven't exactly been great, considering how perfect they seemed prior to that. I miss Bryan. And I'm always tempted to answer his calls and reply his text, but Lynn made me swear not to, unless he meets me in person to apologize, and I sincerely don't see that happening. So I'm beginning to live with the fact that I don't get to have anything with Bryan anymore.It's funny, how we used to run into each other coincidentally when we were still close, in the elevator, on the roof, even in the lobby. But ever since things went south, I haven't run into him even once, I haven't even set my eyes on him, I can't tell if he moved back to his apartment, or if he's avoiding me. I always hoped it was the latter.I'm at work when a call is put through to me about something delivered to my office, so I signal to let it in.When the package arrives, I'm stunned. They are flowers. Big, beautiful, nicely scented flowers. There's a note on it, so I read it:_A letter can be as
BRYANI drag her up from her seat and pull her close to me. My hands are on her waist, just above her hips and her hands are gripping my arms tightly. She's nervous. It's the first time we've ever been so close, except from the time at one of our dates to the zoo, when she jumped on me on impulse from the scare of seeing a monkey.Now, it feels real, it's defined, it's consented. “Bad time for a first kiss?” I ask, smirking. Of course it's not a bad time, I just said that for humor, and of course, to sound cool.“I wouldn't know, I've never really...”I don't wait for her to finish her sentence, I brush my lips over hers, softly, seeking approval to proceed. She gasps in surprise but parts her lips in approval, and I welcome them with mine. heat rises from my stomach to my head, her scent hypnotizing.The kiss says all the things I haven't been able to say to her, all the things I might never be able to say to her. It's not demanding, it's passionate, yet soft and gentle. It washes