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Hindi ako mapakali habang naghihinitay sa labas ng emergency room. Ako lang mag-sa dito sa hospital kung saan dinala si Jean pagkatapos nyang mabaril ng nagtangkang pumatay sakin. Wala parin si Isabel at abot langit na ang pag-aalala ko sa kanya. I also tried calling her pero nakapatay ang cellphone nya. Sana okay lang sya. I can't have anything bad happening to her baka hindi ko kayanin, baka mabaliw naa ako. 

I still couldn't believe na mangyayari ito sakin, samin. Especially to Jean. Why she had to take the bullet for me? There were so many questions lingered in my head pero kahit isa walang sagot. Pero ang importante ngayon ay ligtas si Jean dahil hindi ko mapapatawad ang aking sarili kung pati sya ay mawawala though she told me it was only in the shoulder but still she took the risk for me. 

Kahit hindi naging maganda yung ending ng relationship namin ni Jean ay may natitira parin akong concern for her. She is not bad person para isumpa ko hanggang