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I'm with your twin brother
If you happen to know what happened
If you happen to witness everything
Would you hate me?
Would you never look me in the eyes anymore?
Would you glare at me, swear at me or even hurt me?Because I would
I would hurt myself over and over again because of what I did
I don’t deserve to be the last person you ever loved
Because how can I move on and even be with your brother?
How can I just do all that in just five years after you died?
How can I f
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