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The Edge
Jim locked the trailer and pushed Silvia against the cockpit door. She could see him shaking, and the violence blazing up in his eyes. She tried to keep calm. This was not Pat. It was Jim, it was her Jay. He was just intoxicated by all he’d taken in over those hours of fevered frenzy.
But while she still tried to tell herself all that, he pinned her to the door and pressed his body against hers, kissing her roughly as his hands pulled her jacket open. She didn’t reject him, and tried to kiss him back despite the instinctive fear squeezing her belly. He yanked her jacket off.
“D’you love it, bitch?” he snarled, taking a hand to her throat. “The crowd, the lights, the fucking minute of glory? D’you love breathing my air, bitch?”
His other hand grabbed the collar of her top and pulled to rip it open, and that was just too much for her. That wasn’t about rough sex to burn out the overdrive. That was plain violenc
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