It was honestly too much for me to bear up with . I need a break , a break away from everyone , l want to live alone per now . While sadly packing up their stuff , the text that Bella sent me played in my mind . " Am gonna do it , at least a weekend is enough " , l inwardly murmured to myself .
" I'm going out this weekend ,you have to take this weekend off as I'm going to spend mine at Bella's " , After gathering myself , l uttered out while looking at him . He didn't respond to me sooner but l already knew the answer . l can't remember the last time he had the kids on his own . That was a bit fine but l have never seen him take a weekend off . The business days are five but he also walked out of the house even at the weekend .
.I still didn't ask him about it . It wasn't that l don't have the ability but every time I bring up a topic he looks at me with disinterest . This is what is wrong between us . We don't speak , we live together but we are not together . " I'm sorry but I have to do this . I need a night with out you and the kids , please do this for me am fed up " , After not getting a reply from him , l added in a soft voice .
Hearing me say that , this time he sighed and at that I had a thought that he was going to accept , a little hope also bubbled in my heart as l waited for his response . " I just can't , not this weekend maybe a couple of months from now on , you and the kids can go away that will give you a little break " , l felt all my body parts breaking down when I heard him say that .
" Okay ', l whispered with no sad expression on my face . The kids were around and l didn't want to show them how unhappy l was . " Don't wait up , am gonna be gone till 11 am , be good as mothers are supposed to be " , After a few minutes he stood up , kissed the kid's heads of course Ivan and Chrissy because Jessica just rolled her eyes and walked away . With that he walked out of the house .
After his departure Jessica looked up at me knowing it that am hurt . Seeing her , I shook my head while giving her my brightest smile but of course she knew it that l was faking it . I felt honestly so hurt and at this time l felt like asking for the ground to open up and swallow me .
" Come over guys , l have to drive you to school " , After gathering myself , l carried Ivan , prepared them asap then drove my way to their school . The drive to their school was in just a blink of an eye and on my way back at home , I decided to head straight to Bella's house .
Since it was a weekend , l knew it that she wasn't at work today . " This isn't wrong , l might as well as have some adult time with her " , l kept murmuring to myself as l drove .
Since the kids are about to break up for two weeks , l really needed her advice because l knew it that it will be a non screaming mummy . Mummy we need this , mummy we want toys etc . As l pulled up in her driveway, l saw her talking to her neighbor , a devilishly handsome man .
I knew what she was doing , she has been trying her level best for years to get in his pants . She was lucky he was a young man not like Mark the one l was forced to love . I kept telling her that it is a bad idea to seduce her neighbor . It wasn't like she could pack up and move when things go wrong . Though handsome , he was honestly a manwhore but then I don't blame her ever since she broke up with his boyfriend , every one she gets with don't last .
Her ex hurt her so much but still she works hard to get her neighbor . She doesn't want to settle down . After seeing the way Mark treats me with the kids , she decided to have only one night stands , me to l now regretted it , it's not that l loved him , l was forced up by my mother and fooled by the money he had .
Now everything changed , l stay trapped in the house . I used to work but he also refused me , so am now helpless . " Morning beautiful " ,After watching the neighbor go away , l walked out of the house and made my way to her . " Oh ! Alexa finally you have come " , She spoke excitedly ?
" Yes finally " , l smiled before l pulled her into a tight hug . " You cock blocked me " , She blurted out while pulling away . " Sorry for that , l guess you my situation " , l said with a sad smile on my face . " I know it darling " , She uttered out in a low voice . With her voice , I Knew what she was thinking about , pity was also on her face . Right I hated people who felt sorry for me but at this time it was once . " I just needed to get away for a little , l now didn't want to be in that house anymore , l wanted somewhere else .
" I know it's too early for a gin , but come over and we drink some " , She continued while holding up my hand . " I can't drink you know l have to pick up Ivan in a couple of hours to come " , l murmured while following her . " Well you can watch me drink as you tell me what an asshole your husband has been " , She uttered out and as soon as we entered in her house , she instantly got her gin then sat next to me on the sofa .
" Yeah go on and tell him " , After taking a sip , she turned her attention to me . Already best friends , l didn't hesitate , l began to tell her everything , l told her everything about him coming back late , the no sex , him on the phone every time and the way he looks at me with disgust .
" I feel your pain " , After telling her my sad story , she murmured before placing her gin down on the table . Per now after telling her everything , It felt like a weight had been lifted up from my shoulders . " Leave him alone , you and the kids are welcome here , l decorated their bedrooms a long time ago , come over and stay with me " , She continued .
Hearing her say that , l shook my head in response . It isn't that l didn't want to move in her house and ignoring the fact that I could become a problem , l only wished I could , l wish l had the guts to do it , leave Mark and move over to her house . But then with the three kids l don't honestly think that l can start a life on my own . If I'm being honest , it's just a ruff match that's all I'm sure if it . Kids need a lot of basic needs ." Don't worry Bella , me and Mark have been together for years , these things happen am sure of it , he will lastly love me " , After thinking about how hard it will need me to work for the kids , l lastly responded to her . Right Mark ignores me but at least he does provide everything the kids wanted ." How about we go out this weekend , perhaps you need to feel a little bit of yourself , you still young Alexa , enjoy yourself " , She brought up another subject . " I don't think that it is possible, remember l do have the kids , Mark isn't goin
Just like every night, l stayed awake in thoughts but this time when I felt the bed dip beside me, l shakily moved closer to him. I honestly needed to feel something just for once, l want to feel that spark we had before. I wanted him to hold me just like he did when I was still beautiful and young. "I'm tired get off of me", Just as I was cuddling up near him, he groaned out angrily and at that l wordlessly and shyly moved away from him to my side. " What's happening with us , are you not happy with me, tell me what to do to make you want me, talk to me ", Hurt , the words lastly tumbled out of my mouth. He just snorted in reply but still that didn't make me change the plan I had in my bed. I had beared up for a long time. Now it was the time to take action. With this l wordlessly lifted up the covers and crawled under the bed. I now wanted to feel loved. Carefully, l pulled his soft cock out of his boxers, got it in my hand and then wrapped my lips over his cock.I sucked hard, tr
"He is busy ", She sneered out but still l played it cool." "Okay, it is going to be only two minutes, please ring him, l have something important to tell him", I said simply. With no reply she picked up her phone and then told Mark that l'm here. As soon as she did, it only took few minutes before Mark made his way to where l was. "What the hell are you doing here, you can't just show up at work like that ", The first words he blurted out made me to raise my head in confusion. He was again angry and yet l didn't do anything to him." I have something l want to tell you ", l murmured humbly minding less about his attitude. "Make it fast then, l have better things to do than stand up here and talk with you ", This time he talked loudly and harshly that I saw people stop in mid motion and then began to watch us. At that l fall speechless, he has never spoken to me like that in front of people. Quiet, l felt my eyes heavy with tears. " I can't make a fool of myself infront of the people
ADRIAN'S POV ." Alright man, well then inform me when you come over, l know it that Mey will be so happy to see you ", Henry murmured and after waving at him, l made my way to the car that was waiting for me. In the next couple of hours, l showered in my hotel room and then made my way to one of the well known clubs. Walking into the club, l kept looking around. It looked busy for a Thursday night. It was all full of people with also the music blasting loudly. With no thought of dancing, l just sat down on the leather chair and ordered my whiskey. For the next couple of minutes, l was silently drinking my wine as l stared at some of the ladies that were dancing on the dance floor. Tonight l didn't want to think about business, l just wanted to have a woman writhing under me.I watched them for a good time but non caught up my eyes. With this l focused on my wine but then just as l was still sipping my wine, l heard the sound of women giggling and God it did go straight to my dick ha
ALEXA'S POV . Seated next to this stranger , l nervously sipped the wine he gave me . Bella told me to enjoy myself , to forget about the kids and the asshole Mark for just this night , she also told me that there is no problem with flirting but l didn't know how to even do it . I only had one thing in my mind that once this man takes a look of the way l look like everyday , he wouldn't dare to even have me seated close to him .With his looks , it clearly showed up that he was no doubt a billionaire . The moment I noticed that he had his gaze on me , l felt goose bumps all over my body . For a person like me it was honestly wrong to feel that way but l just didn't know what had happened to me because when he turned and faced the bar , l instantly shamelessly began to have a good look at him . He was honestly handsome with his spiky hair dirty brown and cut in a perfect style just like billionaires . Ignoring the ocean blue eyes , he also had high cheekbones which were covered by a
After walking out of the club at a pretty good speed , l lastly leaned against the cold wall as l breathed heavily . After calming down , l raised up my head and looked at the sky . I only wished it could take me back in the past and see where l went wrong with Mark . I don't remember doing anything wrong to him . Even though he ignored me , l still played it cool but him embarrassing me in front of the people was unbearable ." What should l do now ? " , With eyes still raised up , l inwardly asked myself . I have tried every trick but nothing worked . " Alexa please don't run , don't walk away from me , l don't know what l said but if l made you upset am sorry " , Just as l was still lost in my thoughts , l all of the sudden heard Adrian's voice and at that my head snapped at him . " Why did he follow me? , why is he coming towards me ?", I asked myself as l watched him walk towards me ." You have done nothing , l'm just tired , l have had a long day " , l uttered out after him rea
Standing up in the large window of his room , l felt his gaze burning into my back . After entering in his house , I just made my way to his window in thoughts . Right l wanted this one night stand but an inner part of me was telling me that cheating wasn't good . " I can't get through this , l can't , l don't want to cheat , l need to get my bag and move out of his room " , While ignoring him , l reprimanded myself as l shook my head . At my subconscious' advise , l picked up my bag and made my way towards the door . However just as l was about to open up the door , l felt my body freeze . I honestly wanted this , l was sex starved . " At least a kiss , a kiss is enough " , l talked to myself for a moment as l stared at the door ." No it's not what l want , l want sex , l want to feel loved " , With my core aching , l shook my head . " Kiss me Adrian " , After face palming for a moment , the words fall out of my lips in a whisper . With my head facing the door , l heard him marchi
" It's fine , l do understand " , After failing to reply him , he whispered before he resumed on sucking my breasts . Through out the heated up moment , l kept moaning out softly as l felt his rock hard monstrous c**k which was lying hot on my lower stomach . Every thing was fine at first but things changed when l felt him lower down my stomach ." What if he sees that am no longer tight , Is it the reason why mark doesn't want to have sex with me " , Worry filled me up as l thoughts flowed down in my head . I could now recall it , it was after I gave birth to Ivan ,when Mark showed no more interest in me . It only meant that he no longer enjoyed himself . Maybe he found it that am no longer tight . " Whatever you thinking about stop it , l can see the wheels turning in your head " , His voice distracted the train of my thoughts . " I'm scared am not going to be like the ones you used to sleep with before , am inexperienced and am no longer ..... " , I trailed off as shyness took ove