The days that followed everything was the same , take kids to school , clean up the house as usual . I was fine with this but the nights were worse , l spent my time awake until all hours waiting for Mark . " Why did my life become like this " , Again awake , l inwardly asked myself while staring at the clock . It was already midnight but he was no where to be seen . Right they did say that life is a bitch and everyone needs to bear up with every situation but per now it was much . I didn't want this life anymore .
I didn't want to be selfish but right now I wanted to leave , leave everything and start something new somewhere far away from this hellish life . " May be if I get help from Mark l won't be this fed up and tired " , With my eyes still on the clock , l uttered out . Right I felt guilty that he does work his ass off for us but the late night texting to his assistant was unbearable .
Right texting his assistant wasn't harmless but they even chatted in the late night . Why would they need to talk about work at that time . Though watching him chat , l didn't say anything . I have bottled it up all these years . All his weird behavior was worth of stress that was pouring out . I was sure that the instant the glass will break , it will be a mess . I will be a total mess .
With my eyes still at the clock , shook my head in disbelief . This was another night with no sleep . It read 2:45 am and as usual he lastly made his way home and laid down next to me with that perfume all over him . " Maybe sex will help us to solve this " , Silently hurt , a thought popped up in to my mind .
With that thought I reached out and began to stroke his stomach while moving my hands on his stomach slowly down below the waist band of his boxers . " Get your hand off me , not tonight " , Before I could push my fingers in to his boxers , he snapped at me angrily . Without any reply l pulled my hand away from him then sadly turned over to the other side as the tears slided down my face .
That was it another night of rejection but still I played it cool . " It's okay , he isn't in his moods even tonight " , With tears rolling down my cheeks , l inwardly murmured to myself . I was trying to comfort myself but honestly it was unbearable . I don't even remember the last time I had sex . With hurtful thoughts in my mind , tears kept streaming down my face , l didn't realize that l had fallen asleep until when Mark's alarm woke me up .
As soon as it rang , l instantly opened up my eyes . As a mother with kids , l don't usually sleep for so long , l have to do my duties . Still laid down, Mark sat up first and looked at me maybe by accident . Seeing him , l gave him a small smile but he sadly didn't return it . " Have you made my breakfast or coffee yet , I don't have time to do it myself you know it " , He furiously said while staring at me .
Hearing him say that , this sick feeling i'mmediately sank in my stomach . " No good morning , no how did you sleep honey " , he now changed in to a beast . He had a gloomy look on his face , it was as if l had said something that had annoyed him . " Am gonna prepare it asap " , I humbly retorted to him before l jumped out of the bed and walked towards the door .
While heading towards the door , I decided to turn around to have a look on the man l did call my husband but sadly l saw him having his full attention on the phone . What made it worse he was smiling , looking happy at whatever he was reading on the phone . Seing him like that , l felt my heart shatter in a thousand piesces .
He looked at me with disgust on his face but he had a smile while scrolling down on his phone . Though hurt , l kept my tears at a bay . I will not cry . I wasn't ready to let him see that he is making me sad . I reprimanded myself for a good time before I made my way out of the room . I walked all along the stairs with tears brimming in my eyes .
I currently felt like the most unwanted person in the whole world . Firstly my mom doesn't love me , the man l also sleep with looks at me with disgust . Per now the only family l have is my little children and they are the reason why am bearing up with his situation . " Mummy we are hungry , you make our breakfast now " , As soon as I stepped in the living room , Chrissy i'mmediately whined .
" Yes l know it sweetie , let me make it asap " , l smiled at her before I made my way in the kitchen . Starting the coffee machine quickly , l put Mark's favorite pod before l hurriedly put bacons and eggs on . After setting up everyone's breakfast down on the dining table including Mark , l started to pack up the kids lunch since l forgot to do it last night . " Mum aint you going to sit down and eat , you always busy " , Just as I was packing up their lunch , Chrissy broke up the silence . However before l could respond to her , Mark intervened in the conversation , digging the knife deeper in my chest .
" Your mum isn't always busy , she doesn't do anything other than watching your monsters " , He blurted out and at that Chrissy and Ivan giggled as l swallowed down the hurt . Jessica didn't giggle but she instead glared at her dad with anger . I know it that she knew what l was passing through and l was sure that If any of them speak to me right now , tears would i'mmediately stream down my face .
It was honestly too much for me to bear up with . I need a break , a break away from everyone , l want to live alone per now . While sadly packing up their stuff , the text that Bella sent me played in my mind . " Am gonna do it , at least a weekend is enough " , l inwardly murmured to myself ." I'm going out this weekend ,you have to take this weekend off as I'm going to spend mine at Bella's " , After gathering myself , l uttered out while looking at him . He didn't respond to me sooner but l already knew the answer . l can't remember the last time he had the kids on his own . That was a bit fine but l have never seen him take a weekend off . The business days are five but he also walked out of the house even at the weekend ..I still didn't ask him about it . It wasn't that l don't have the ability but every time I bring up a topic he looks at me with disinterest . This is what is wrong between us . We don't speak , we live together but we are not together . " I'm sorry but I have
Hearing her say that , l shook my head in response . It isn't that l didn't want to move in her house and ignoring the fact that I could become a problem , l only wished I could , l wish l had the guts to do it , leave Mark and move over to her house . But then with the three kids l don't honestly think that l can start a life on my own . If I'm being honest , it's just a ruff match that's all I'm sure if it . Kids need a lot of basic needs ." Don't worry Bella , me and Mark have been together for years , these things happen am sure of it , he will lastly love me " , After thinking about how hard it will need me to work for the kids , l lastly responded to her . Right Mark ignores me but at least he does provide everything the kids wanted ." How about we go out this weekend , perhaps you need to feel a little bit of yourself , you still young Alexa , enjoy yourself " , She brought up another subject . " I don't think that it is possible, remember l do have the kids , Mark isn't goin
Just like every night, l stayed awake in thoughts but this time when I felt the bed dip beside me, l shakily moved closer to him. I honestly needed to feel something just for once, l want to feel that spark we had before. I wanted him to hold me just like he did when I was still beautiful and young. "I'm tired get off of me", Just as I was cuddling up near him, he groaned out angrily and at that l wordlessly and shyly moved away from him to my side. " What's happening with us , are you not happy with me, tell me what to do to make you want me, talk to me ", Hurt , the words lastly tumbled out of my mouth. He just snorted in reply but still that didn't make me change the plan I had in my bed. I had beared up for a long time. Now it was the time to take action. With this l wordlessly lifted up the covers and crawled under the bed. I now wanted to feel loved. Carefully, l pulled his soft cock out of his boxers, got it in my hand and then wrapped my lips over his cock.I sucked hard, tr
"He is busy ", She sneered out but still l played it cool." "Okay, it is going to be only two minutes, please ring him, l have something important to tell him", I said simply. With no reply she picked up her phone and then told Mark that l'm here. As soon as she did, it only took few minutes before Mark made his way to where l was. "What the hell are you doing here, you can't just show up at work like that ", The first words he blurted out made me to raise my head in confusion. He was again angry and yet l didn't do anything to him." I have something l want to tell you ", l murmured humbly minding less about his attitude. "Make it fast then, l have better things to do than stand up here and talk with you ", This time he talked loudly and harshly that I saw people stop in mid motion and then began to watch us. At that l fall speechless, he has never spoken to me like that in front of people. Quiet, l felt my eyes heavy with tears. " I can't make a fool of myself infront of the people
ADRIAN'S POV ." Alright man, well then inform me when you come over, l know it that Mey will be so happy to see you ", Henry murmured and after waving at him, l made my way to the car that was waiting for me. In the next couple of hours, l showered in my hotel room and then made my way to one of the well known clubs. Walking into the club, l kept looking around. It looked busy for a Thursday night. It was all full of people with also the music blasting loudly. With no thought of dancing, l just sat down on the leather chair and ordered my whiskey. For the next couple of minutes, l was silently drinking my wine as l stared at some of the ladies that were dancing on the dance floor. Tonight l didn't want to think about business, l just wanted to have a woman writhing under me.I watched them for a good time but non caught up my eyes. With this l focused on my wine but then just as l was still sipping my wine, l heard the sound of women giggling and God it did go straight to my dick ha
ALEXA'S POV . Seated next to this stranger , l nervously sipped the wine he gave me . Bella told me to enjoy myself , to forget about the kids and the asshole Mark for just this night , she also told me that there is no problem with flirting but l didn't know how to even do it . I only had one thing in my mind that once this man takes a look of the way l look like everyday , he wouldn't dare to even have me seated close to him .With his looks , it clearly showed up that he was no doubt a billionaire . The moment I noticed that he had his gaze on me , l felt goose bumps all over my body . For a person like me it was honestly wrong to feel that way but l just didn't know what had happened to me because when he turned and faced the bar , l instantly shamelessly began to have a good look at him . He was honestly handsome with his spiky hair dirty brown and cut in a perfect style just like billionaires . Ignoring the ocean blue eyes , he also had high cheekbones which were covered by a
After walking out of the club at a pretty good speed , l lastly leaned against the cold wall as l breathed heavily . After calming down , l raised up my head and looked at the sky . I only wished it could take me back in the past and see where l went wrong with Mark . I don't remember doing anything wrong to him . Even though he ignored me , l still played it cool but him embarrassing me in front of the people was unbearable ." What should l do now ? " , With eyes still raised up , l inwardly asked myself . I have tried every trick but nothing worked . " Alexa please don't run , don't walk away from me , l don't know what l said but if l made you upset am sorry " , Just as l was still lost in my thoughts , l all of the sudden heard Adrian's voice and at that my head snapped at him . " Why did he follow me? , why is he coming towards me ?", I asked myself as l watched him walk towards me ." You have done nothing , l'm just tired , l have had a long day " , l uttered out after him rea
Standing up in the large window of his room , l felt his gaze burning into my back . After entering in his house , I just made my way to his window in thoughts . Right l wanted this one night stand but an inner part of me was telling me that cheating wasn't good . " I can't get through this , l can't , l don't want to cheat , l need to get my bag and move out of his room " , While ignoring him , l reprimanded myself as l shook my head . At my subconscious' advise , l picked up my bag and made my way towards the door . However just as l was about to open up the door , l felt my body freeze . I honestly wanted this , l was sex starved . " At least a kiss , a kiss is enough " , l talked to myself for a moment as l stared at the door ." No it's not what l want , l want sex , l want to feel loved " , With my core aching , l shook my head . " Kiss me Adrian " , After face palming for a moment , the words fall out of my lips in a whisper . With my head facing the door , l heard him marchi