With him gone , I wordlessly took a cab just like he had instructed me . Though the kids were now at school , l was still stressed out to hell . I had to do the home chores in time then pick them up from school . " Is it early for a gin ? " , Already exhausted , as soon as I entered in my house , l inwardly asked myself while looking at the gin cabinet .
" I need a coffee" , My subconscious murmured and after making it extra strong , l drank it asap then began to do the home chores . I spent a lot of time washing the kid's clothes and as soon as they were done , l sorted out most of the things , tided up the toys then finally l sat down. " Oh ! My goodness " , Sighing heavily , I pulled out my phone from the purse .
As soon as I switched it on , a message i'mmediately popped up on my phone .
BELLA :
" Why do you hate me so much Alexa , you still young to act like that , come over and visit me " , l shook my head when I read the message . It was my friend Bella . Per now she was more than a friend because she knew most of my secrets . She knew how complicated my life was . At a very young age , I had three kids , a husband who no longer loved me and a mother who didn't want me to show the world that she was the one who gave birth to me . I sadly didn't even know my father .
" I will come only if Mark accepts me " , I typed back then threw the phone down on the bed . Since I fell in love with Mark , getting time to have fun was cancelled in my real life budget . Kids weren't my problem but ever since l met Mark , my life worsened . Even when I was still eighteen years old , he was possessive , aggressive and toxic . There was no real love but since he was more older than me , l fearfully respected him and obeyed him .
" Dammit " , After glancing down at my watch , l groaned out . it was time to pick up the kids and l didn't want to worry them . Though already tired , l stood up then made my way to my car . Though l worked like a house maid , they were my children and l loved them so much . After picking them up , l prepared their tea and snacks on the table then sat down next to Ivan my little boy .
As usual lvan and Chrissy ended up on the steps throwing their food and toys everywhere . Jessica ate a little , gave me a quick peck then made her way upstairs to her room . She spent most of her time in her bedroom doing makeup videos . " Mummy l do want sweets " , Ivan cried .
" Am gonna get you two , okay ? " , I uttered out and all smiled while nodding their heads . " Even today , you going to take wine or alot of chocolate " , Just as I had just settled down , Jessica blurted out while sitting next to me . Hearing her say that , I turned and sadly smiled at her .
She knew it , she knew how complicated my life was . Mark refused me to take chocolate , he told me that l will lose the nice figure but then l already lost it . Ever since l gave birth to Chrissy , l lost my potable sized up figure . Though l lost it , it wasn't that l was big and ugly . I was still lucky because with the hair of my mum , l was still beautiful , have hips and ass but my belly wasn't flat as before .
" Am ain't going to take it , this time " , l murmured while rubbing soothing circles on her shoulder . " Then have a good night mum " , She spoke, gave me a peck then walked away . With her gone , l quickly got Chrissy and Ivan in their beds . With that done , l finally sat down again on the sofa then looked around ,. The room was again all filled up with toys .
With Ivan and. Chrissy , I know it that toys will be non stop but still Mark gets pissed off whenever he finds them in the room . After collecting them , l stepped in the shower , washed myself quickly then lastly fall down on the bed . As usual l didn't i'mmediately fall asleep . Right l was exhausted but l kept my eyes on the clock . It was already 12:00am but still Mark was no where to be seen . He told me not to wait for him but l wanted to see the time he was going to come back . I glanced at the clock for a pretty good time until when the sleep unfortunately claimed me .
It was so late in the night , when l lastly felt the bed sink beside me . He was back but he smelled beer and perfume . With the strong perfume , I felt tears prick in my eyes but l didn't let them fall down . This was my life now , l was used to this humiliation .
The days that followed everything was the same , take kids to school , clean up the house as usual . I was fine with this but the nights were worse , l spent my time awake until all hours waiting for Mark . " Why did my life become like this " , Again awake , l inwardly asked myself while staring at the clock . It was already midnight but he was no where to be seen . Right they did say that life is a bitch and everyone needs to bear up with every situation but per now it was much . I didn't want this life anymore .I didn't want to be selfish but right now I wanted to leave , leave everything and start something new somewhere far away from this hellish life . " May be if I get help from Mark l won't be this fed up and tired " , With my eyes still on the clock , l uttered out . Right I felt guilty that he does work his ass off for us but the late night texting to his assistant was unbearable .Right texting his assistant wasn't harmless but they even chatted in the late night . Why wou
It was honestly too much for me to bear up with . I need a break , a break away from everyone , l want to live alone per now . While sadly packing up their stuff , the text that Bella sent me played in my mind . " Am gonna do it , at least a weekend is enough " , l inwardly murmured to myself ." I'm going out this weekend ,you have to take this weekend off as I'm going to spend mine at Bella's " , After gathering myself , l uttered out while looking at him . He didn't respond to me sooner but l already knew the answer . l can't remember the last time he had the kids on his own . That was a bit fine but l have never seen him take a weekend off . The business days are five but he also walked out of the house even at the weekend ..I still didn't ask him about it . It wasn't that l don't have the ability but every time I bring up a topic he looks at me with disinterest . This is what is wrong between us . We don't speak , we live together but we are not together . " I'm sorry but I have
Hearing her say that , l shook my head in response . It isn't that l didn't want to move in her house and ignoring the fact that I could become a problem , l only wished I could , l wish l had the guts to do it , leave Mark and move over to her house . But then with the three kids l don't honestly think that l can start a life on my own . If I'm being honest , it's just a ruff match that's all I'm sure if it . Kids need a lot of basic needs ." Don't worry Bella , me and Mark have been together for years , these things happen am sure of it , he will lastly love me " , After thinking about how hard it will need me to work for the kids , l lastly responded to her . Right Mark ignores me but at least he does provide everything the kids wanted ." How about we go out this weekend , perhaps you need to feel a little bit of yourself , you still young Alexa , enjoy yourself " , She brought up another subject . " I don't think that it is possible, remember l do have the kids , Mark isn't goin
Just like every night, l stayed awake in thoughts but this time when I felt the bed dip beside me, l shakily moved closer to him. I honestly needed to feel something just for once, l want to feel that spark we had before. I wanted him to hold me just like he did when I was still beautiful and young. "I'm tired get off of me", Just as I was cuddling up near him, he groaned out angrily and at that l wordlessly and shyly moved away from him to my side. " What's happening with us , are you not happy with me, tell me what to do to make you want me, talk to me ", Hurt , the words lastly tumbled out of my mouth. He just snorted in reply but still that didn't make me change the plan I had in my bed. I had beared up for a long time. Now it was the time to take action. With this l wordlessly lifted up the covers and crawled under the bed. I now wanted to feel loved. Carefully, l pulled his soft cock out of his boxers, got it in my hand and then wrapped my lips over his cock.I sucked hard, tr
"He is busy ", She sneered out but still l played it cool." "Okay, it is going to be only two minutes, please ring him, l have something important to tell him", I said simply. With no reply she picked up her phone and then told Mark that l'm here. As soon as she did, it only took few minutes before Mark made his way to where l was. "What the hell are you doing here, you can't just show up at work like that ", The first words he blurted out made me to raise my head in confusion. He was again angry and yet l didn't do anything to him." I have something l want to tell you ", l murmured humbly minding less about his attitude. "Make it fast then, l have better things to do than stand up here and talk with you ", This time he talked loudly and harshly that I saw people stop in mid motion and then began to watch us. At that l fall speechless, he has never spoken to me like that in front of people. Quiet, l felt my eyes heavy with tears. " I can't make a fool of myself infront of the people
ADRIAN'S POV ." Alright man, well then inform me when you come over, l know it that Mey will be so happy to see you ", Henry murmured and after waving at him, l made my way to the car that was waiting for me. In the next couple of hours, l showered in my hotel room and then made my way to one of the well known clubs. Walking into the club, l kept looking around. It looked busy for a Thursday night. It was all full of people with also the music blasting loudly. With no thought of dancing, l just sat down on the leather chair and ordered my whiskey. For the next couple of minutes, l was silently drinking my wine as l stared at some of the ladies that were dancing on the dance floor. Tonight l didn't want to think about business, l just wanted to have a woman writhing under me.I watched them for a good time but non caught up my eyes. With this l focused on my wine but then just as l was still sipping my wine, l heard the sound of women giggling and God it did go straight to my dick ha
ALEXA'S POV . Seated next to this stranger , l nervously sipped the wine he gave me . Bella told me to enjoy myself , to forget about the kids and the asshole Mark for just this night , she also told me that there is no problem with flirting but l didn't know how to even do it . I only had one thing in my mind that once this man takes a look of the way l look like everyday , he wouldn't dare to even have me seated close to him .With his looks , it clearly showed up that he was no doubt a billionaire . The moment I noticed that he had his gaze on me , l felt goose bumps all over my body . For a person like me it was honestly wrong to feel that way but l just didn't know what had happened to me because when he turned and faced the bar , l instantly shamelessly began to have a good look at him . He was honestly handsome with his spiky hair dirty brown and cut in a perfect style just like billionaires . Ignoring the ocean blue eyes , he also had high cheekbones which were covered by a
After walking out of the club at a pretty good speed , l lastly leaned against the cold wall as l breathed heavily . After calming down , l raised up my head and looked at the sky . I only wished it could take me back in the past and see where l went wrong with Mark . I don't remember doing anything wrong to him . Even though he ignored me , l still played it cool but him embarrassing me in front of the people was unbearable ." What should l do now ? " , With eyes still raised up , l inwardly asked myself . I have tried every trick but nothing worked . " Alexa please don't run , don't walk away from me , l don't know what l said but if l made you upset am sorry " , Just as l was still lost in my thoughts , l all of the sudden heard Adrian's voice and at that my head snapped at him . " Why did he follow me? , why is he coming towards me ?", I asked myself as l watched him walk towards me ." You have done nothing , l'm just tired , l have had a long day " , l uttered out after him rea