The empty feelings

. ALEXA'S POV .

I'm getting ready for dinner at Justin and Michelle's home . After yesterday's embarrassment , l played it cool and did my usual home chores until when Mark announced it that we were going to the dinner . With the kids already prepared , l was now nervous . Everything was good but l didn't want to embarrass Mark .

Henry told me to bring the kids at the dinner . Mark wasn't pleased but he had nothing he could do about it . At my side l wasn't that concentrated as l searched for the dress to wear . My mind was all about the way he embarrassed me at night . It has been three months since l cheated . I wanted to be honest and bear up with Mark for the sake of kids but now I had that empty feeling in me .

I was now craving for him , the only one who made me feel like l was in heaven . I wanted him but then I didn't know how l was going to get him again . Few months ago Bella called me and asked me about the party but l refused to tell her every thing that happened to me a