4. Too Much To Digest.

Alana's POV

He doesn't know? How is this possible Jannie is his girlfriend but still he doesn't know about Dan?

"You don't know?" I asked.

"Alana, stop lying." he said.

"Why Would I lie?" 

"Dan lives in America, not in London." he said.

"Yes I know and I was supposed to live here as well after the wedding." I told.

"Alana, you are still lying." he said. I sighed.

"Why do you think I am lying? Tell me one specific reason." 

"Because he is married." I was shocked. 

"What?" 

"Yes he is married and he has 2 kids." I was beyond shocked. 

This can't be the truth. I lost my balance but he held my hand pulling me towards himself. I sat on bed freeing myself from his grip. 

"This can't be the truth." I was blabbering again and again.

"This is the truth. You don't believe me, wait!" He said taking out his phone. He showed me a photo and I was all broken. It was him with a bridal. 

"5 years! Fucking 5 years I given to him and he all this while he was lying to me he betrayed me how could he?" He took a deep breath. 

"What is done you should be glad you got to know the truth" he said and I looked at him.

"I want to go from here. I can't live here." I said getting up But he held my hand stopping me.

"You can't." he said.

"Why can't I? There is nothing for me to stay here and I don't want to do the same with Jannie." I said. 

"From where the fuck Jannie came? Listen you can't go away from here as still you are my wife." he said. 

"Chris, are you serious? There is nothing between us like husband and wife and I am telling you that I want divorce and I think you should be happy you already have someone in your life." I tried to make him understand. He left my hand.

I was going mad. I was in a relationship with a married person! I was fucking in a relationship with someone else husband how can I be so dumb to believe a person I never met. 

How I believed that he really loves me, why was he with me? There was nothing he wanted from me then why the fuck he was with me? I can't say he wanted to use my body because when he came to London when he proposed to me he had a chance and I wouldn't stop him but he never touched me then why was he with me? This all is making me crazy.

"Still you can't leave." he said, stubbornly bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Why you want me to stay huh why the fuck?" I am angry now. 

"Don't raise your voice in front of me." 

"Or else? What will you do?" 

"Look I am not in a mood to argue so please just cut the crap." he said.

"I am doing the same. I am cutting the crap only that is why I am leaving." I said pushing him away. 

I left the room but in no time I was again being caught this time he pushed me to the wall sandwiching in between. 

"Can't you understand at once?" He asked, angry.

"No I can but at this moment I am not able to understand you, you fucking have a girlfriend, last night you yourself said that you never wanted this to happen and there will be nothing in between us then why you want me to stay?" 

"Because I have promised my parents and your family as well that I will take care of you and I can't let you go alone in this unknown country." he said. 

"Chris, you don't have to be worried about me." 

"I am not worried for you, I am worried about my promise. I never break them so yeah just shut the fuck up and go back to your room and I am last time warning you, don't push me to do the thing which you regret later." he said trying to scare me.

"What will you do? Beat me like a typical husband?" I asked. 

"What? Have you lost it?" 

"Yeah, what else can you do to scare me?" I asked with challenging eyes.

"Fine, see the worst then." he said.

The next moment my lips were taken by his. Wait What? I was shocked to react. As soon as I was back to earth I tried pushing him But he held my hands pinning them above my head.

I was getting weak on my knees, I gave in and I started kissing him back. First kiss of my life, I never imagined this could be like this. He left my hands pulling me closer to him. I held his shoulders for support. He held my waist more tightly moving towards my room without getting apart. 

He took off my top, throwing it away. He pushed me on bed and himself taking off his shirt he hovered over me. He started kissing and sucking my upper body while I was biting my lips to suppress the moans.

He took off my bra as well as throwing it away. I wasn't stopping him. But why? Why am I not shying away from him? He starts sucking my boobs one by one, pinching them hard.

"Ahh." I moaned as I wasn't able to control anymore. He looked straight in my eyes unbuttoning his pants. As he was done he took off my panty.

Alana stops him! He is going to take your Virginity to stop him! He puts his dick on my clit, softly rubbing it. He was still looking at me and I was trying hard not to close my eyes, he was teasing me. 

"You should have listened to me." he said. He slowly entered inside while my grip on the bed sheet became tight. I again bite my lip to suppress the moan. He gave a soft thrust 2 to 3 times before increasing the speed.  

"Fuck you are so tight." he groaned. He was increasing the speed with each thrust.

"Fuck!" He kissed my lips. 

His body was suddenly tense but I was not in a situation to figure out anything. After a few minutes He freed himself from me relaxing. He threw himself on me breathing hard

"I didn't know you were Virgin." he said huskily on my neck. 

My hands automatically went on his hairs as I started caressing them. 

"Chris?" I looked at the place while Chris as well. Both of us were shocked.

"Jannie." he said in utter shock.