Better Days

"Thank you, Al-" I can't even finish speaking because Theo's palm suddenly goes over my mouth.

"No. You know how it makes me feel when you call me that," he says with the deep voice right in my ear, "You know why? Because I am, I'm your Alpha. And you have no idea how much I want to show you..."

The hardness I feel against my ass all of a sudden gives me an idea of what he's getting at.

"Fuck," he blurts out, "Don't say anything else, let's just go to sleep. Talking about it makes it worse."

I nod until he releases my mouth. I laugh at him, but I'm glad he stopped this before it even started because I wouldn't have been able to.

But I'll be stronger tomorrow, I promise.

This first night isn't as bad as I expected. Millie wakes up sometimes, but I get up to feed her when it’s time or to change her diaper. Or just rock her a little to get her back to sleep, that’s what I’m doing now.

Theo was sound asleep, but he grunts and lifts his head suddenly.

"Do you need my help?" He asks.

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