Chapter 20 - Olíviah

Living next to Miguel was that, going from heaven to hell. Heaven was when we were at the peak of pleasure and hell was when he turned into the real monster. And all this sometimes in a matter of seconds.

I wondered if I really loved him or if it was the lack of Miguel Henrique from 10 years before, the super nice guy I had met.

Was it worth living in heaven and hell at the same time? How good was my goodness? Was putting up with Miguel even if it was to favor him with his rudeness worth it?

All this I considered as I reflected. It was hard to see that he had become a real asshole, really in 10 years he had changed a lot. And after those same 10 years without living with him, at that moment I was sure that he had only evolved negatively.

The climate had not been good after the fight on Ilha Grande. Those who lived directly with Miguel were putting up with the worst side of him. The side that had no quality.

Miguel's words affected me because deep down I knew we wouldn't be together. B