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I and Georgina want to change our entire dresses immediately and we are the life of the party. I can see the lights, the sound busting in the air the lights blazing into every single place.

Honestly, this is the nightclub spirit. First off, this is the first time I've been in a nightclub in all my years of living, because I've always wanted to be that quiet girl who would rather stay indoors, than, go out.

The night club is loud and stuff right now. I'm not feeling that quiet girl bullshit and I just want to be anywhere away from that house. And I'm sure Dane and Victoria are probably with each other doing something crazy.

And to think that she will do it in the same bed has his way I've done it so it's just kind of embarrassing to even think about. If I ever thought there will be another girl apart from Elena, I would call it a bluff.

But it seems like it isn't a bluff. It is really, really true. And it is really, really happening. I said that is not the least of my problems.

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