NIKKI I feel like a piece of shit, like a foolish person that only sees what they want them to see and enjoys the name 'best friend’ in public and a 'clown’ in private. I feel used and everything is improper. For long minutes, I sit on the bed motionless. No willpower to get my ass off the bed and their pack. Knowing that the guards saw me, they will break it to Aaliyah and the three alphas soon. Even though it's too early in the morning, I can figure my way out. I don't need their guards or carriage or help. I will go to the pack’s inn and take refuge there before I get ready for my next movement. Damn! I cuss in my head, ramming my palm on my thigh and yelling from the torment. This is not the first nor the second time I get treated like an option. But this will be the last time I will give them an option. Never ever again. In haste, I throw my bag on the bed and angrily begin to stuff it with the belongings I had already brought out to use, feeling so comfortable and at home.
AALIYAH I didn't mean to say it...didn't want to say it. At least not in this way and manner and certainly not now that my plan is yet to mature. I didn't know how to handle this in the spur of the moment...with her playing this emotional card. I had to spill. On realization that I just made the worst decision of my life, I sit on the bed and sob. I sob, not because I miss my baby, but because I’m about to fail him for the second time. What happens to only telling her what I want and only showing her what I tell?Nikki on the other hand is too frozen to care in the world what is happening to me at the moment. She seems more taken aback like she wasn't expecting such news, not even in her wildest dream and certainly not to her dearest baby. "Is this some sort of joke? Like, don't even care to play a fast one on me and expect me to believe the crap like some dumb...”"Quit it. Fucking quit being self-absorbed. And you think I care so much about riling you up that I would put the joke
AALIYAH. I stand up from the bed, both riled up and pissed. Why the fuck is she acting like my papa or a shrink? What's with all this mind-reading and acting smarter? I get that she's smart, scratch that, the smarter one amongst all three of us, I was the wildest, and Linda, most cunning. But right now, it would actually do us both a favour is she sits this one out. I don't respond. Rather, I remain mute, and trembling from anger, not because I’m scared of her fuss, but instead, because I let out so much that I can afford, and slowly, I can see the smoke of my plans setting ablaze and smell it like a sacred incense. Still agitated, I sigh. "Aaliyah, what does she want?" Her voice is low but firm and I can feel her eyes lurking around my fidgeting frame. And it only means one thing, maybe two. First, she knows that I’m lying to her goddamn face, and second, I’m lying again even though she's yet to have facts. “Nikki, I don't know what you're expecting from me.” "The truth!
NIKKI. I'm not certain I heard right. I so need her to speak up, and repeat whatever the heck she said. But there's silence, no words of disclaimer after that, just silence... Icy and wrecking silence. And then she's gone. In less than an hour, I've heard unimaginable things... Things I badly wish I never heard but ain't no freaking way of becoming innocent again. I watch her walk away sobbing like a child. I can only imagine the depth of her trauma and sympathize with her but not feel it the way she does. First her baby and now her mates? To worsen it, all three of them? Now, that's too much of a burden. I open my mouth to yell her name and just how easy it opens, it closes on its accord. Words fail me, my muscles are flaccid, and I can't go after her. Was she joking? Is there more spilling to be done? If she was, why is she then investing her energy in getting treasures stocked up like it's the actual ransom? Is this some sort of a pity party soliciting show? I gasp, exhau
NIKKI “Nikki, please, would you?” she sighs. "I have less than five days, please don't complicate things for me, lady simplicity.”A deadly silence follows afterwards. It lingers for the longest, and there's not a single sign of it coming to an end, not anytime soon. “At least, let me in. Please.” I break the silence, the thumping of my heart so loud, I bet she could hear it from the other end. “This is the closest you can get to me on this matter.” She sighs. “At least let's have a heartfelt conversation.” I plead. "You never can tell how much we would accomplish.”"Jeez, Nikki, sit this one out. If you don't care about me so much, then how about baby Hendrix, your godson? We can't disrupt the whole process...”"We won't if we do the right thing.” I try to sound convincing even though I can't believe my lies. “There's nothing right about any of this, his abduction, the ransom, my life, all of it.”"You can't let her make you feel like shit, you...”"Okay, that's it. I'm done. Yo
CHRIS It all feels like a dream, she is here one minute and out the next. All my life, I've spent it alone, defending the lack alone, being a one-man army and a freaking loner. And when Wild Crest pack met its ruins, I lived a little, had fun and women and sex, knowing that I may be the next victim of the cruel soldiers. But then Aaliyah walked back in with her mates to save us. She saved the pack and saved me from loneliness. One thing I can't stop thanking her for. And now? I messed up like I always do. I started this journey of being an alpha with Nikki, She was there at my coronation, right by my side and when I switched to the beast in me, she ran off, but not beyond arm's length. On that cold and crazy night, she gave me her shoulder and her body, and her mind. She gave me every freaking thing! I built this pack from ashes with her help, and her wisdom even though she was no expert. She gave this pack a reason to believe in my dreams and words. She gave me her time and her
CHRIS The shocked look on the elders’ faces, is enough to make me stop the madness immediately, but I’m far too gone to yield to its control. If the Beta were here, he would disapprove of such an insult and he might withdraw right there and then. Well, let's say all that matters most to me is my Luna, right by my side where she belongs. So, the pack can go ahead and displace me as their Alpha, that's if they can... Not like I bother. “Alpha Chris, you need to calm down for a moment and hear us out.” The third elder suggests, speaking up for the first time since arrival.I look at him keenly, like no one just spoke. My non-verbal cues doing the most. For a while, he maintains eye contact, pain evident in his gaze, before he looks away and faces down out of respect for their alpha. “Well, there's nothing rational what's going on here as we speak. So, there will be no need to beat about and just call it a day.” "We're just to decide on a stand, all that we've done since arrival is st
CHRIS The journey is longer than expected, perhaps the rider is doing it on purpose to get on my nerves. It's certain, I’m freaking paranoid, a loose ruler and maybe he wants to taste more of my bitterness. “Move this shitty carriage!” I yell through the opening and to the driver. The speed doesn't increase like it should, but it also doesn't remain the same. Just a slight difference, worthy enough to exclude him from being punished further. It takes a long while before the scenery begins to make sense. The pack houses and trees dispersion and landscape. We're in Orlando, alas! I exclaimed to myself. The pressure within me intensifies like an inflated balloon, almost sending my heart to shreds. I won't only be facing Nikki, but the three alphas and worse still, Aaliyah. How the heck can I work my way past the hurdles and moreover, go back to my pack with my mate, their Luna? I sigh. It would have been easier if she had gone to her home and not Aaliyah’s. It won't take a lot of c