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NIKKI

I feel like a piece of shit, like a foolish person that only sees what they want them to see and enjoys the name 'best friend’ in public and a 'clown’ in private. I feel used and everything is improper.

For long minutes, I sit on the bed motionless. No willpower to get my ass off the bed and their pack. Knowing that the guards saw me, they will break it to Aaliyah and the three alphas soon.

Even though it's too early in the morning, I can figure my way out. I don't need their guards or carriage or help. I will go to the pack’s inn and take refuge there before I get ready for my next movement.

Damn! I cuss in my head, ramming my palm on my thigh and yelling from the torment. This is not the first nor the second time I get treated like an option. But this will be the last time I will give them an option.

Never ever again.

In haste, I throw my bag on the bed and angrily begin to stuff it with the belongings I had already brought out to use, feeling so comfortable and at home.