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After days of inner conflict and deep thinking, I have decided to meet Aiden and tell him about my ambition. I can't run away from this. He's my boyfriend. I have to face this. I need to tell him. Nothing bad will happen. He loves me, and he'll understand everything. I know it's not a piece of cake to handle Aiden's anger, but let's do this challenging task. Before stepping outside the dorm room, I stare at my reflection in the mirror as I tuck my black V-neck ribbed knit cardigan inside white high waisted trousers, pairing it with white sandal heels, and Chanel belt and bag. My long wavy dark brunette hair is looking ravish, reaching up to my hips. I wear my silver diamond pendant. As I apply strawberry lip balm, I suddenly recall memories of those days when I was new in New York. I had a bangs haircut back then in 9th grade, and Emily had a bob haircut. We were sitting in the cafeteria; I was applying my strawberry lip balm as I always apply every other hour. All of a sudden she a
Only Regrets Chapter 46
“If there was some other girl at your place, I swear, I would have killed her, Belle, for saying such things about my father,” he growls, tightening his grip on my throat, but then he shoves me back, as his tears roll down on his cheeks. “You have already killed her,” I sob, as more tears stream down my face, my lips trembling from constant sobs. “Congratulations, Mr. Allen, you have killed Belle.”“What nonsense are you saying?” he barks. I try to stand still, and lean against the glass walls of his living room. My knees feel weak. I fall down, my back is touching the glass window. Tears might be falling from my eyes. I don't know. I am not feeling anything anymore, not even pain. I am numb. “You killed her. You killed Belle,” I am just repeating these words like a lullaby. Panic surges through my body. My body is shivering badly. I am unable to catch a breath.He kneels down in front of me, holding my arms, trying to soothe me, but that doesn't seem to work. His touch is not comf
Only Regrets Chapter 47
I can see tears streaming down his face even when rain is tapping on his face, as he cups my face. His long hair is getting damp in the rain, gluing to his face. He always manages to look hot. My mind is still unable to process whatever he has said in just a few seconds, and if it's a dream or reality. And then, without wasting a second, or letting me process anything further, he places his lips on mine. My eyes widen in astonishment, his lips start working on mine like magic. I am melting under his touch as he sucks my each lip partly, kissing me constantly, not even letting me catch a breath. Still unable to process anything, I just stand like a statue. I don't know whether I have to kiss him back or push him away from me? Is this a dream or not?“Ethan…” I murmur under my breath, pushing him gently away, but he wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me closer and kissing me again. A surge of warmth rushes through my whole body. I feel calm and safe in his arms. I like the warm
Only Regrets Chapter 48
After crying for almost two hours in the rain, and at Aiden's place, now I don't even remember he was my boyfriend in the past. I am not feeling any hurt and pain. I heard people don't even like talking to other people after their break-ups. I am not feeling anything like that. Maybe, I wasn't in love that's why, or maybe because Aiden never treated me well. I was crying because of losing the challenge from Ethan, but now I am not even feeling the same pain I felt a few hours ago. Ethan is not laughing at me as I anticipated, because I have lost the challenge. I think I always misunderstood him. He's not that bad. As my phone starts ringing, my hands reach for my phone in my bag. It's Aiden. I don't want to talk to him. I end the call, but it starts ringing again and again. Getting frustrated by his calls, I block his number from everywhere.I step towards the table adjacent to the bed and place my phone on it. In the whole room, there's not a single picture of Ethan. I remember he
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Running away from there, I reach downstairs again, weeping constantly from this agony. I don't want to face Ethan anymore. It is hard to digest that we both liked each other, but we both never tried to confess. The wet shirt clings to my body, heavy and soaked through. I shiver and sob uncontrollably, feeling the cold seep into my bones and heart heavy with pain. My wet long hair clings to my wet body, water dripping from it. Each breath I take is shaky, my chest tightening with each shiver. My body is shivering, not just because of getting drenched in rain, but because of my overwhelming emotions. I wrap my arms around my body, trying to calm down and seek some warmth, but it is no use. Tears mingle with rain water dripping from my hair on my face. It is feeling like a heavy weight pressing down my chest, making it hard to breathe. I feel broken, alone, and foolish. Why hadn't he told sooner? Why did I waste so much time over that idiot Aiden? I feel a hand gripping around my ar
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Tangling my fingers in Ethan's wet hair, I pull him for a kiss—a wild kiss. I am biting the poor boy's lips, kissing hungrily. He is kissing too, but my gentleman is not biting my lips. “Wild cat…” he murmurs. I chuckle at his words. “Were you expecting a shy girl?” I cock my brows. Slipping the straps down from my shoulders, I throw my bra away.He shakes his head. “Not at all.” Wrapping his arms around my waist, Ethan pulls me closer, trailing warm and soft kisses all over my neck. I struggle to catch a breath. “I love your boldness,” he whispers.Feeling my nipples tightening more by each passing second, I feel like crying. “Ethan, my breasts…” I mumble, gasping for air. Trailing down to my breasts, his lips circle around my nipple. A soft moan escapes my mouth. The first lick is electric, sending waves of pleasure in my body. My fingers tingle in his damp hair, pulling him closer to me. His touch works like magic on my body. He continues sucking my breasts, making me moan in
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Embracing him in a tight hug, we both kiss each other. He starts trailing kisses all over my collarbone. Kissing my neck for a few minutes, he lowers his head down below my belly. Gasping for air, I arch my back as his lips find my soft spot between my thighs. The first lick sends waves of pleasure in my body. My hands clutch on the bed sheet as tight as it can. My pulse quickens and tears brim in my eyes as he continues his teasings, making me moan again and again. With a slight force, he enters his fingers. I cry out in pleasure, arching my back as his fingers work like magic. As a knot forms in my stomach, I feel more impatient. My moans grow louder. “What the heck are you doing to my body, Ethan?” I cry out. Tears trickle down my eyes, as my whole body tenses. A warmth spreads between my thighs, building something deep inside me. My breath fastens more and more. “Ethan…I am feeling scared. Please, stop this. Something is happening,” I sob. “Let it happen, Belle,” he says, hi
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As I look in the mirror I see myself, standing in my undergarments, I couldn't do anything but think about the models. How do they pose in a bikini? When I was a kid, I wanted to be a model because I used to think that I'm very pretty. I love myself way too much. I'm kind of obsessed with myself. Many of my classmates talk behind my back and say that I'm a fossil. Am I? I don't know. I'm not a native American, maybe that's why they think that. I have a skinny hourglass body, dark brown almond shaped eyes, full lips, slim face, brunette long wavy hair that reaches my hips, an average 5 '6 height and rosy complexion. Everything about my body and my looks makes me fall in love with myself. In Corsica, a couple lost their two baby boys and then a girl took birth at their home. They did every possible thing they could do to keep her alive and gave her name 'Belle' because she was beautiful—so much beautiful for them. And yeah that would obviously be me. I'm Belle Dubois and I'm just lik
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