“Why isn’t she marked yet? She was with Colin for a month.”
“I honestly don’t know the answer to that. That’s something that we’ll have to ask the pups.”
I was confused by that too. I may not have met my true mate, but I’ve seen enough pairs to know that marking one another happens within the first few days of meeting. Shaking John’s hand, I excuse myself. I catch a glimpse of Colin sitting on the stairs outside of Paige’s room. His black hair looks as if he’s been pulling at it for hours. His eyes have dark circles underneath the red puffiness. My heart aches for my nephew. I have sat in his place before, every single night that Nicole was forced to be near Charles. I sigh and start making my way up the stairs. I pat Colin’s back, but he doesn’t even look up. I can hear Paige’s heartbeat before I knock on the door. My guess is she’s just on the other side, looking about as
I push my body to run further and further as the sun illuminates the sky. I couldn’t sleep. Being near Paige is a calm torture. On one hand, I’m glad she’s near me and I can protect her. On the other, being so close and not being able to touch her is driving Dom mad. He’s getting harder and harder to rein in. I’m dense into trees when the smell of a swamp hits my nose. Dom perks up. He’s been itching for a chance to kill rogues.“Rogues! Eastern border!” I mindlink Nolan and Alex. I trust them to let the other Alphas know.I let Dom take control and shift. He follows the trail, the nasty smell overwhelming our senses as we inch closer. I count five heartbeats. Dom pushes forward, careful not to alert the rogues. Their own stench is so powerful that they don’t notice our scent. The wolves come into view. The group is made up of three small brown wolves, kids if I had to guess
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” she sits up. “I mean, how do you fix choosing someone else over your mate? How do you fix breaking your mate’s heart to be with another? I’m not so sure there is a way to fix it, Colin. You chose Kat. Even if she is gone now, you still chose her. How am I supposed to know you’ll be different in the future?”I can hear the tears forming in her eyes. My fists flex at my side. They’re desperate to punish me for hurting her. Desperate to punish me for being exactly like my father.“I’m not making excuses, but what Kat did affected my mind. I took her to that cabin with the intention on finding a way to break that bond. I thought I could do it and then tell you. That way, I handled the problem, and we could move on. But I was wrong. I was so, so wrong. I don’t know what Kat was doing or what happened, but I didn’t even realize I was yelling
I trace the healed gashes over his chest. I wish I had gotten there earlier to help him. Smelling my mate's blood sent a surge of fear through me like never before. Suddenly, nothing else mattered. Instinct took over, and rage blinded me. I knew then that I would not give him up. Even after learning about Kat’s death, I wasn’t sure that I wanted this. Maybe it’s because of the title that comes with it. Maybe it’s because I’m scared of giving my heart away. But in those seconds of seeing him hurt, I knew that my heart was no longer mine. It never had been.“Time to get up. It’s almost five. We can’t miss dinner.” I stretch my arms over Colin’s face.“Well, good morning to you, too.”“It’s actually good evening.”“Oh. We’d better go then. I bet your parents have been wondering about us.
I had planned to tell my family at dinner tonight, but the conversation never strayed from the heavy problem on our hands. I feel nauseous with every second that passes. I know my family is going to be pissed, but this is best. Everything will be okay, I hope. Claire sits in my lap behind the desk. Her fingers stroke my hair. She’s always so calm, and I’m always a mess. She would be a fantastic Luna. I feel guilty for not being able to be the Alpha she deserves.I look at all the faces I invited. My family looks rather concerned. Colin’s family looks at me with support. Good, maybe having them here will keep my dad from killing me. My hands are soaked with sweat no matter how many times I wipe them on my jeans. I inhale Claire’s scent before standing up. Claire stands by my side, giving me an encouraging smile.“Claire and I have some news we want to share.” I pause. “
Dom’s paws pound against the dirt. He’s going as fast as he can, but it doesn’t feel fast enough. I’m regretting allowing Paige to go off with her own warriors. Not that it would’ve mattered had I said no, but now she’s in more danger than she even knows.If you had just marked her, we would be able to warn her by now! Dom seethes.I know he’s right, but it’s not like I can force my mark on her. I had planned to ask her on our date that I set up, but because of my stupid ass, that date never happened. Oh, how different our life would be if I had just kept that promise. The smell of blood has Dom skidding to a stop. The wolves who followed me do the same. Through the trees, we can see Ash on the ground with claw marks down her side. Ash dissolves into Paige’s form.“I’m gonna have fun breaking you,” Charles utters those words whi
I stand in the midst of madness. Dead rogues lay at my feet. Hugh’s brown fur absorbed back into my skin. The gush of wolves has ended, at least for now. I look around. It’s clear that our warriors were victorious, but this is far from over.“Beta?” Rita’s voice fills the air, but I can’t find her anywhere.“What is it, Rita?”“Get to the southern border now. Hold Charles off the best you can. I’m on my way.”Hugh takes control, leading a fresh wave of warriors into battle. Screams bounce off around the woods as we near our destination. My wolf doesn’t slow down to assess the situation. He bursts from the tree line, his eyes locked on the wolf that we used to call brother. He stands in front of Colin, doing his best to strangle him. Hugh charges at Kurt, knocking him down as if he’s a bowling pin. Co
I shift as soon as I know Kurt is dead. His death deconstructs the miserable cage I’ve been in since my parents died. The shadow clinging to me for the last thirteen years has evaporated. I’ve never felt alleviation like this before.“I have to get to the hospital. Paige needs me. Can you two handle this? Offer refuge to any rogue who wants it. Let the peaceful ones leave if they wish.” Colin yells.“Go, Colin. We’ll be fine,” I say.“Thanks. James, for what it's worth. I’m sorry for what my father did to your family.”“Thank you.”The field is riddled with rogues who didn’t concede. There are hundreds of warriors wading through the bloody maze. Some are cleaning up the bodies, and others are helping wounded rogues to a medical tent. I scan the crowd until I land
I’m wrapped in a cocoon of darkness. Everything is so peaceful here. I’m tempted to stay. My body floats up, and I can hear muffled sounds around me. The voices are arguing.“I’m her mate!”“And I’m her best friend! I’ve been in her life longer; so I win. Go deal with pack problems!”I know who that spunky voice belongs to. Val. She is still angry at Colin for how he handled things. Val and Thomas have been away from our pack for the last few days. Thomas wanted a vacation. He took it at a convenient time, too.“Val.” My mouth feels like it’s been full of sand.“I’m here. I’m here.”“W-w-water.” My jaws feel rusty.She tries to help me sit up, but a stabbing pain invades my insides. My ga