“So, you’re telling me that James only wanted to overthrow me because a witch planted the idea in his head? Did she also incite the useless rage he has for us? Did she command him to act the way he’s been acting?”James shifts next to her. He growls at my tone. Paige stays planted on my lap, not letting me carry out the violence playing in my head. One wrong move by him, and I would fucking lose it.“No. The witch inflated his childhood trauma to create rage. He already didn’t bond well with your family, so it was easy enough to do. She embedded the idea to overthrow you so far into his brain that he didn’t realize it wasn’t his idea. Had he been able to communicate with his wolf, this probably wouldn’t have happened. She brought out his worst qualities and used them for her benefit.” Rita pats his arm.I don’t bother to look at his conniving face. His admission of guilt tripped a live wire in me. I can’t calm down,
The rain patters against the umbrella as Paige and I make our way back to the packhouse hand in hand. The past two days have been a blur, but Paige and I handled them together, like a true Alpha and Luna. “The service was beautiful. Thank you for doing that for her,” I say. She had put aside her dislike for Sammie and worked with her family to plan a service. She was already the best Luna. I’m not sure that I could do the same if I were in her shoes. “Of course,” Paige says. I sighed before stepping inside. Chaos awaited me, this much I knew. The dining hall was full of pack members. Most of them are dressed in black. Paige squeezes my hand and pulls me into my office. This has become our second home while trying to find my father. The search has been disappointing. The warriors have found nothing, and the other packs swear they haven’t seen him. He’s a ghost right now. A ghost who co
My fingers tremble as they twist my long hair into two French braids. I don’t know if it’s the service we attended today or what, but I’m homesick. This is the first date that I’m getting ready for where Val isn’t here to help. I called her when I came up to the room, but it only made me miss her more. She can’t leave school to come visit me, and I can’t leave Colin to visit her. I pull on my black ripped jeans that Val said would give Colin easy access to my sweet spot. She laughed when I cringed. I pair them with a simple v-neck. One that shows my marking spot easily. Colin and I still haven’t marked each other. I’ve been in Aurora Flame for a few weeks now. How much longer does he want to wait? Does he not want to mark me at all? It has been crazy with drama, so maybe he’s just distracted. To be fair, you told him you’d give him a chance. You never asked him to mark you. Maybe that’s what is holding him back, Ash’s voice echoes in my head.
I wake up, tangled in the cold bed. Colin never made it to bed. I tossed and turned all night. He probably just slept in his office. He’s working all the time now. I pull myself up. My head throbs with every step I take. My appearance in the mirror illustrates how well I didn’t sleep last night. I brush out my long hair, and I pull it into a bun. I don’t change from my sweats and hoodie. I knock on Colin’s office door to tell him I’m leaving the packhouse, but there is no answer. I peek inside, only to find everything empty. Weird. I check my phone; there are no messages from him. My heart rate spikes. Where is he, and why didn’t he tell me he wasn’t coming home at all? My confusion only heightens when I see Harrison laughing with Tally at breakfast. I walk into the dining hall, and it falls quiet. The eerie silence gives me goosebumps. I look at Harrison and gesture for him to come. “Where is Colin, and what is going on?” I ask.
Colin’s words pierce my heart. “W-what is wrong with you?” Colin stares at me. He’s a ghost from the man I knew yesterday. The woman stands in front of him. “I’m his second mate. I’m a witch. My name is Kat. It’s nice to meet you, Luna.” My world falls down around me. I’d be crying if I wasn’t so pissed off. “Second mate? That doesn’t exist.” “It does, but don’t worry. We’ll make it work. I’m sure of it.” She smiles. “Paige, go home. Let me figure this out with Kat. Then you and I can talk.” “You know what? Going home is a good idea. She can be the mother-fucking Luna. I hope you two are happy together. I’m done.”
Days have passed since, but Paige’s face when she found out about Kat is still burned into my brain. She was so hurt. I could feel her pain, and it only amplified my own, but I felt so paralyzed. By the time I could make it to the packhouse, she was gone. She left me. I wanted to be mad that she did, but I couldn’t. I would’ve left me too. I’ve called her a hundred times, and she won’t answer me. Her family won’t allow me passage into Onyx Moon to talk to her. Dom won’t stop whimpering because he misses his mate. He is adamant that Kat is not our mate. I’m starting to wonder about that myself. Her touch no longer sends sparks through me. The desire to mate her is gone. Not that Dom would’ve let me if I tried. Something just isn’t right about her. It doesn’t help that the pack is angry with me for hurting their Luna. I thought the accusing stares were bad before. Now everyone believes that I’m my father. Why wouldn’t they? I did the one thing I promised not to do. It’s fun
It’s been a week since I left Colin. The pain hasn’t eased, but I’m trying to learn to live with it. My phone rings, and I don’t have to look to know whose name is on the screen. I hate the way my heart flutters every time he calls. I suspect he’s only calling so that he can accept my rejection and live a happy life with Kat. That’s why I can’t bring myself to answer. A part of me isn’t ready to face that reality. My family has been really great. They’ve kept me distracted with day trips and training. The nights are the hardest. Even with Val staying over, the nights are when I feel the most alone. I pull Val’s wild blonde strands from my face. The girl sleeps like she’s the only one in this bed. I get up and nearly trip over Thomas, who’s been sleeping on my floor so that he doesn’t have to be away from his mate. He’s such a sweet guy. He reminds me of Colin before everything turned sour. Bricks of memories fall onto me. The way his raven hair always
I’m exhausted as we make our way into Colin’s office. Things with us are still tense, but at least we’re working together to find Charles. Alex told me yesterday that Colin has a second mate named Kat and that Paige left because of it. I’m honestly sad about it, but I’m also excited. I really want to run to her and be the knight in shining armor. I want to be her shoulder to cry on. I can’t help but be attracted to her. She’s extraordinary. She’s a classy warrior. But she’s also Colin’s mate and, therefore, I’ll keep my distance. Who knows, maybe I’ll find a mate of my own someday. My grandma and I wait outside the office door for Colin to answer. When he finally does, he looks like a heaping mess. He moves to let us in, and his office looks as bad as he does. “So, I take it you’re not handling Paige’s rejection well?” I say. “Go to hell, James.”