So BadIt took a while before I calmed down. I took my hand back from his grasp when we got out of the mansion."What was that all about?" I spat.He breathed hard and it took him moments before he finally faced me."What do you mean?" He asked, feigning ignorance."Will you stop fooling around? If this seems like a joke to you then it's not funny at all!" I said angrily."I am not kidding around," he said grimly."What are you doing here in the first place? And what girlfriend are you talking about?"He was taken aback by my remark. But he immediately returned to being serious. I know he's provoked but I don't intend to do that. I'm just being realistic here."Damn, we made love and all that and you're still not my girlfriend?" He whined.
BelieveI can't remember the last time the two of us were calm together. We seemed so comfortable with each other that I want to get used to this.Then I snapped back to reality when his phone rang and I accidentally saw who it was.So they're still seeing each other, huh?He canceled the call as if it was nothing and looked at me again. I gave him a cold glare. The cold thing in my stomach resurfaced."Answer it. I don't mind," I said coolly as if it was nothing even when my head screams otherwise."It wasn't important, Cian-"His cell phone rang again which only irritated me more. I stood up and headed toward my table. He also stood up when I started to walk away."I'm done eating. Answer the damn phone and get out of my office. I still have work to do."He groaned painfully and picked up his phone but he did not leave. I crossed my arms as I looked at him, confused. I just raised an eyebrow at him without backing down."Yes, Ivory?"I gritted my teeth upon hearing the name. I clenc
DaddyI had already prepared the costing plan that needed to be given to Santi even though my appointment with him was still at nine o'clock. I keep pacing back and forth inside my office thinking about it. And all I remember is what happened last night.He might think I am foolish and inconsistent because what I say is contrary to my actions. Oh god, why is it that my own body always betrays me?I was spacing out while going to his building. I cooled down in the car for a few moments before finally getting out. I strut my way toward the information to ask for the floor of Santi's office."It's on the 10th ma'am."I just nodded at the girl and headed toward the elevator. And while staring at my reflection in the elevator door, I always had a flashback in my mind of what happened last night. We didn't talk about it. Maybe that's why I'm like
FearsSanti picked up Callar and hugged him tightly. I can't look at them directly. My chest tightened at the sight of them. I want to reach out to pat my son's back who is crying so hard but Santi is already doing it."Where have you been?! I waited for you!" Callar cried.Santi is whispering things to him I can't understand. I couldn't take it anymore and I came closer and rubbed my son's back and tried to calm him. Santi didn't even move when I approached. They were focused on each other.I tried to suppress my tears once again as I looked at them. I never thought this would happen. I was so prepared and sure Santi would never know about our child. Seeing this hurts me. Not for myself but for both of them. I have been so selfish, I know.I held Callar's back as I whispered my apologies. I just realized how selfish my decisions were. I di
Keep"So you're moving in with him?"I looked up only to see Bailey's mocking face. There was a hint of sarcasm in the way he looked at me. I rolled my eyes and looked back at the monitor."You didn't even miss me?" He asked in a fake sad tone.Now that he said it, it's been a while since I saw him. Maybe he was also busy with the gigs of his other talents.I smirked and gave him my attention. This gay man only wandered once in a while and I admit that I missed him."Aren't you busy?""I took a quick break from work, girl! It's great that Aia doesn't have a schedule this week so I thought I'd visit you!"I nodded. He strutted his way toward my coffee table and crossed his legs."What? You still haven't answered my question!" He asked impatiently.For all I know, he just wanted to catch the gossip so he thought of visiting. I signed the last page of the folder I'm holding and pushed myself toward him. He was smiling as I went in his direction."I don't know," I said in a monotone."Why
Home"Are you sure of your decision?"I was slightly stunned by Nanny Belinda's question. I didn't notice the weight of all of these until now. I suppressed myself for a long time. I let my anger and fear dominate me and I was afraid to admit the truth. I didn't know how I managed to stop him when he was about to let go. Was it my instincts? Or was it my love for him that manifested through that action?I am not sure of so many things. But I'm sure of one thing. I want to give it a try once again. Now that it became clear to me what happened years ago, maybe it's time for me to free myself from the anger. I've lived all these years believing he fooled me. Maybe it's time for me to allow myself and my son to be happy with Santi."Yes," I smiled.I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling like an idiot. But that didn't seem to escape her
Home"Are you sure of your decision?"I was slightly stunned by Nanny Belinda's question. I didn't notice the weight of all of these until now. I suppressed myself for a long time. I let my anger and fear dominate me and I was afraid to admit the truth. I didn't know how I managed to stop him when he was about to let go. Was it my instincts? Or was it my love for him that manifested through that action?I am not sure of so many things. But I'm sure of one thing. I want to give it a try once again. Now that it became clear to me what happened years ago, maybe it's time for me to free myself from the anger. I've lived all these years believing he fooled me. Maybe it's time for me to allow myself and my son to be happy with Santi."Yes," I smiled.I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling like an idiot. But that didn't seem to escape her
Love A deafening silence enveloped the two of us while traveling home. The coffee shop where Lance and I met wasn't that far, but I felt like it was the longest trip of my life. His expression is stern as always but the tension I feel is too much I couldn't bring myself to utter a single word. I don't know if I should be relieved when he's like this or if I should be nervous because of his silence. I can't count how many times I glanced at him to see if he was still angry. And always, I would look away when I know he notices my glances. We didn't say anything until we got to the penthouse. As time went on, I became more and more anxious. Nanny Belinda greeted us and I nodded softly. "Have you eaten?" She asked weakly when he noticed Santi's silence. He went straight to the kitchen. Only then did I remember that I hadn't eaten in hurry earlier. My response to her was just a gentle shake. "He fed Callar after you left. He said he'll wait for you to come back so you can eat with