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Chapter 7
"I look fat..."
Ngumuso ako habang tinitignan ang repleksiyon mula sa malaking salamin. Suot ang isang maluwang na puting kamiseta noon sa akin, ngunit ngayong magta-tatlong buwan na buntis na ay humahapit na iyon sa katawan ko.
I glanced at Yttrium's face with full of amusement through his own reflection on the mirror. His gaze slowly lingered first to my embossed tummy up to my sullen face.
"You're not fat," the side of his lips turned up.
I know. I just feel like I looked like one. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na hindi ko gusto iyon. Naninibago lang siguro ako dahil ngayon ko lang nakita ang sariling katawan na magkalaman. Just by a few months, I already gained a lot of weight. Which is nakakapanibago talaga sa akin.
Well, actually that's good. It means that I am healthy as well as my baby. Noong una'y halos wala talagang pag babago sa akin, ngunit ngayon ay medyo nakikita na rin iyon.
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