chapter45-A baby for David

I was walking out of the company with tears in my eyes. This would probably be the first time I'm crying in years. I was hurt and broken.

I felt so bad and sad when I remembered that it was me who killed my child which would probably be my only chance of having a child after what my ex did to me.

I think that stupid David knows that I have a very low percentage of giving birth. The possibility of me having a child of mine is slim.

I remember my friend Dafoe getting offended when I brought May to the hospital after I mistakenly pushed her down the stairs.

I never meant to do that but I know she might not believe it especially when I was forcing her to abort it and I did maltreat her too back then.

It was after I'd confronted her that I realized how stupid I have been. I shouldn't have done that , the stupid doctor is only trying to mock me. Maybe he is the father of those kids.

Though I can't say they look like me .

"Son, watch where ....." My grandpa was saying but pulse when my hea