Chapter 3 The Consequences

Anita Pov...

For my twenty - years of existence, I never partied nor went clubbing. I wasn't raised by my father to do foolish things. I love staying at home, traveling, or simply reading any books that will grab my attention or, most likely, alleviate the mood. Fiction or non-fiction doesn't matter as long as it can relieve my stress. I don't watch dramas on television, but I watch movies on N*****x, not a series of stories unless interesting.

When moments like this, I always miss my mom, who passed away early when I was just thirteen years old because of a car accident. I felt my tears sting my eyelids.

Dad raised us as a fighter, not a sloppy person. My two siblings have their own lives not as we really want, but we can say we started to love them since dad supported us all the way. I'm alone living with daddy and two housemaids. I had a few friends to call and luckily I'm working with one of my friends.

I had a high school sweetheart until college, but sadly, we parted right after we were engaged as I caught him cheating on me in his condo. I'm heartbroken that I want to chill and to get drowned in myself to forget anything. My feet brought me to that bar, losing the dignity I had protected for twenty - eight years.

I was supposed to unwind and relax at that bar since my heart was still broken, but I made a terrible mistake going there. I can't believe I gave in last night.

Why is he so damn sexy to resist? 

I fight when someone pulls me there, but when I stare at his face I almost forget what to say. He is a handsome Greek. I'm not totally drunk that I can see his facial features, but the light is too dim to see his perfect face. I know he is handsome and his kiss was intoxicating invading your senses, but to give in immediately. He is rough and dominant, but when he learned I'm a virgin, he turned sweet and passionately sexy. I even grind on top of him like a crazy slut.

I blushed, remembering how I grinded on his top while moaning and pleading. It's embarrassing to remember how lowly I was last night. I admit I enjoyed what we had last night, I even want his big manhood to dip my core harder and deeper again. Thinking of him makes my knees weak and tremble.

Shit! Anita, stop it when your father learns that you played a slut role last night. I swear you'll be thrown into Africa like he used to say. I feel shivers run down my spine thinking of daddy's wrath. I should pull myself together, but it's too late since I have already lost it. I lost to that crazy punk completely!

Daddy is a sweet and loving man, but when betrayed and disobeyed, everything will turn into hell. How I wish mom was still alive and my sister was here with me. Can I ask my brother to come home? I ask myself. If I hadn't found my boyfriend banging someone else in his condo, I would not have gone to that bar and ended up with me being banged by someone else. This was his fault because of his cheating.

Our nine-year relationship went in vain. Now I have even lost my dignity and pride.

Shit! I cursed again.

I have taken care of for twenty - eight years but lost in just a night. I can't turn back time, but I can't say I won't regret it. He's handsome and one thing more, I didn't know sex was that great. I blushed as I remembered how I saw his fully erect manhood. Blushing is a new normal for me now. I touch my face feeling my blush. This isn't right to feel like this when I don't even know that man!

After three days off, I returned to daddy's office when his secretary called me.

"Mam, someone is looking for you in the lobby. I think the name is Eric." He said. That asshole has the face to come here. Fuck him for hurting me and playing with my innocent heart. I will never damn forgive him, because of him everything turns nasty.

"What do you think you're doing here, huh?" I angrily spat upon arriving at the lobby.

"Please baby, let's talk about this! Give me a second chance, no give me a last chance babe!" He pleaded.

"I can't Eric! You choose that for yourself. You wasted the nine years we had because you can't handle your dick." I growled at him as I could still feel the pain of betrayal sipping on my bones.

"I'm sorry babe. I was really drunk that night, she seduced me." He cried, grabbing my hand. I laughed, annoyed and disgusted.

"Don't blame someone, blame yourself. If you really love me, even if she seduces you, you will still turn her down as you think of me, but you didn't because you like what happened." I chastised, not batting an eye at him.

"I'm sorry babe! Please give me one last chance. I promised to be careful in my actions." He pleaded again and again.

"I'm sorry! I realized that you don't deserve my love. Here, take this engagement ring. I think it fits on her finger!" I grabbed his hand forcibly put on the engagement ring and left. I didn't look back even though he called me a few more times! This is right, to let him go.

I am not a party woman, nor an alcoholic. That's why visiting that bar was the worst thing I have ever done. If it was not because of his betrayal and cheating on me, I wouldn't be there. We were supposed to get married this coming June but ended up canceling the wedding because of his cheating.

I have to move on from Erik and, of course, from that sexy punk who took my virginity. Who deflowered me sexily and it's exhausting. It took three days for me to heal from murdering my virgin pussy that night. They were the kind of people I should forget and remove from my list. My beautiful life was ruined because of pain and betrayal, losing everything! I need to concentrate on helping daddy with his business.

Daddy is a badass when it comes to business. Ever since mom died, he has dedicated his life to expanding the business, awarding him as a business tycoon. We own a car dealership here in the Philippines and hotels with a casino outside the country. My brother manages the hotels while my sister pursues medicine.