Strawberry Cake

I cried my self to sleep again.

What time did I fall asleep wondering what kind of punishment is being awarded to me now? What sin did I commit in my first life to go through it all now.

I only want to be loved in this lifetime. In this lifetime, I only desired for someone who will treat me valuable. Who will say that he’s with me all through out my journey because growing up I was deprived of that.

I’m always the one to call on their ball shits. I’m always the one who suffers. When will I be happy?

Even though I had no plans to revive this child I still found myself getting worried.

I went down to the lobby again to buy food because I didn’t want to get hungry.

I do not know! I shouldn't be doing all this. I’m strongly against abortion. That is one of the inhumane thing that a mother could do or decide on. And now that I’m on the verge of the two, I understand why some mother can bear to do such things.

This is a fruit of incest so another sin would be alright right? When else has si