Strawberry cookie

Gradually, I found myself running out of the money I had.

Eventually I realized that I could no longer just stay here for the rest of my life. Though it’s a bummer because this place was such a good hide out. You see, Hugh and his men still can't see me in this village.

There are things that I wanna do. First, is to talk to my mother and clear things out. And finally settle things together with Hugh and his mother and I.

I want to clarify everything and also say about my pregnancy and what decision we should make here. Would I ever be ready to see him? Can I look into his eyes and tell him that we’ll be needing to abort this life inside me?

It was better for me to face him with his mother, because I knew I’ll have a back up. Because if it was just him I probably wouldn't have the strength to face him.

It might just be a sin to allow us to happen again. I spend my time thinking about what will I do for the next days. How can I go to my mother when I don't even know where she lives? And