AMELIA'S POV
"is it worth the price though?" i asked myself as I look at the price of the scented candle.After I did a lot of thinking, I decided not to buy the scented candle. I just bought the normal white candle which costs a lot cheaper.I bought bunch of them as I will be needing them for a long time.I paid and go out. I never really thought that I would buy a candle.The shop was just near my near my new home — my art shop. So I just walked for about 5 minutes.I flipped the "CLOSED" sign into the "OPEN" sign which is just hanging in my door.Even though I don't have customers, I am happy with what I am doing.I opened the window since it's hot.Well, I don't have electricity. They have cut it since I couldn't pay the bill. I don't have the money to pay for it.I looked at the time and it's 3pm.I looked around my shop which is also my home now, no hint of customers.I just took out the bread which I bought earlier and eat it. I don't have money anymore, I need a lot more stuffs like soap, shampoo, plates and things like that.I sighed.I decided to just paint, I don't like to dwell myself into something I can't change.I am actually planning on looking for a job tomorrow. I need money to survive.And I understand Mom now. But I don't regret leaving their house, I would never regret that.I looked outside the window to look for inspiration for my new painting.And then I saw the palace.Oh, to live there.I shook my head, how can I even live there? I am not a princess.I took my seat and decided to paint the palace. It is so beautiful that my painting couldn't even put justice on how beautiful it is.I spent hours to paint and I love spending my time doing this because this is just the only way I can forget my problems even just for a while.I took a step back when I finished the painting. I smiled and looked at my hand which is already filled with different colors of painting.I looked at myself in the mirror and saw how my face is filled with paints as well. I laughed, a genuine laugh.After fixing myself, I hanged my new art beside the glass window where people who will pass can see it."it's already 9pm, well. Let's go to sleep for now, Amelia. Good work for today again. Do well tomorrow" I talked to myself.There's no one who can tell those stuffs to me rather than me myself as well and there's nothing wrong with that. I prefer living alone, with peace and quiet place.I took a quick shower and finally sleep. It was a tiring day.(◠‿・)—☆PHILIP'S POV"There's nothing wrong with you, Philip. There's nothing wrong with you" I kept on talking to myself while walking back and forth into my room.While doing that, I passed by my mirror and saw how reddish my face were.I looked at it and punched it. I don't want to see myself being beaten up."Philip?" I heared a knocked. It's Miss Sarah. One of the servant here."I want to be alone. Please don't talk to me" I said. I sat on the edge of my bed and covered my face with both of my hands.I really wanted to be alone, for now.Without taking a glance, I know that Miss Sarah already entered my room even though I clearly told her not to.I felt a small hand tapped my back."you can be weak, I am here. I won't judge you" she mouthed. I didn't moved an inch."your Dad is wrong. Never let his wrong way of seeing things affect your perspective as well" she mouthed again."I want to be alone. Please" I said. I heared her sigh and walked away.She has been with me ever since I was a kid. She was my Dad's Nanny and now she's my Nanny as well.I saw that she left milk on my side table. She never forgets to give me one every night.I took my coat and escaped the castle. Good thing, the guard wasn't up that's why I escaped the castle without any problems.I didn't bring my horse with me. I don't want the people from the city would recognize me.I just walked since I would love to freshen up. After minutes of walking into the city full of people, my feet have brought me into an empty street.All the shops here are closed but there are a lot of streetlights.How amazing it is since I found peace, I felt like I belong here. Like even though it might be scary for some, but for me, it is peace.I continued to walk and then a shop caught my eyes. I walked infront of it.Obviously it is already closed. I couldn't get my eyes off from the painting which is displayed.As a painter, I can sense how sincere the artist were. It is a painting of the castle.I looked at it more and saw a "for sale" sign just below it."oh, so it is for sale" I mouthed.I smiled. I looked at the painting more and I can't stop myself from admiring it.It's like talking to me, like telling me to take it. Telling me that I should buy it."tomorrow, I'll buy you tomorrow"(◠‿・)—☆I kept on knocking on the door but no one's responding."hey, the owner of that shop just left. There's no one there" the woman which lives beside the store shouted at me."I'm sorry. May I know when would she be back?" I asked."why are you asking me? I don't know. I don't even personally know that person who owns that" she slammed the door.There's nothing to be mad about, right? I guess.I looked at the painting onced again."I'll be back" I said.AMELIA'S POV"you did a good job, Amelia. There's nothing wrong with you" I told myself as I continue to walk with a heavy heart.I clearly told myself that I am not a loser but here I am, keeps on crying over spilled milk. I couldn't get a job, and I feel so bad. My whole day is pretty tiring and as I walk back home, I can feel my heart feels heavier.Things are not going on how I plans them to be. I looked at the sky and there are a lot of stars. Funny because the stars begin to get blurry and that's when I realize, I'm starting to cry. I looked down and stared at my shoes which are already worn out as it is already old. And then I saw a man sitting right outside my store. He's wearing a very thick coat and a boots, I know for sure that he's not from our street. He smells expensive, he looks so rich. As in rich, rich.He's sleeping and I saw how handsome he is. He has this face that can be admired by many people.I was about to unlock the door but he's on the way. I also can't
AMELIA'S POV"so, you don't have electricity?" I heared Philip asked. Yes, his name is Philip. I looked back and I saw him playing with the candle on top of the table. I finished making the coffee since it looks like he's about to play with a lot more things from here after playing with the candle.Is this his first time seeing a small shop? it looks like he's very amazed by it. He even said wow the moment I let him enter my shop. "yes and please don't play with that, it's the last candle that I have" I said and put the cup in front of him."then how are you going to live? you don't have electricity plus you don't have a work" he asked. He looks very innocent."I am living right now. And thanks to you, I'll have an income since you'll be buying my painting" I answered and took a sip from my coffee, he did the same.I am too nervous as it's my first time making a coffee for someone. My mom and my brother never let me do it, they'd rather buy some coffee outside. Clearly, I don't know
PHILIP'S POV"where have you been going to all this time?" Miss Sarah asked the moment I stepped inside my room."outside, I just bought some painting" I answered casually. She doesn't know anything about Amelia but I am planning to tell her. "painting? you already bought a lot" she answered. She looks so frustrated.I opened the empty room which is supposed to be the room where I paint but then I lost my interest on it years ago already. I placed the painting beside many paintings which I bought from Amelia.It is not true that my cousin bought it. It was me all along. I told her that I will help her from her financial problems but she don't want to. She won't accept the money. She said that she will do it, she said that she will earn the money and support herself. I was so frustrated that's why I decided to just buy her paintings and I know that she won't accept it if she knew that it's just my way on helping her. That's why I don't want her to paint hard things, I just kept on
AMELIA'S POVI spent the whole day staying under the shade of the tree. This is where I find my peace in the midst of the chaos.Instead of dealing with those problems, I'd like to just run away from them. It's not that it's something that I would like to do, it's just that I don't feel like I have the energy to face them since everything feels so tiring to me. I tapped my face over and over again. "should I go back now?" I asked myself."yes" someone answered.In my shock, I looked back without even thinking anything. And in my surprise, I saw Philip. He's holding some paper bag and he looks so tired.I looked at him and he looks so exhausted. He's covered with sweat but still, he have that smile on his face which constantly makes me smile too. "you're here" I said."because you're here" he answered. He sat down beside me."why did you ran away?" he asked while wiping away his sweat."am I obliged to answer that?" I asked."no," he answered and looked at me ,"I know in my heart th
AMELIA'S POV"then did she begged you to come home?" Philip asked. We're now going back and it's a long walk indeed plus it's already dark. I'm so tired."I clearly don't know" I answered as I am too tired to speak. Tired from a the crying. "Can you walk? I feel like you can't" Philip said and as I look back on him, he looks so tired as well. "both of us can't walk" I chuckled. He didn't even laughed nor smile. I look at him and just hit him lightly ,"don't worry about me, I can manage""I doubt that, Miss" he responded and walked infront of me and offered me his back ,"I'll give you a piggy bank ride"I am so surprised. I know for sure that he's tired as well. First from looking for me and me making him as a pillow as I sleep.Instead of hopping on his back, I just walked passed through him."let's just go" I sais but in my surprise, he pulled my hand and pulled me closer to him as we both walked. I looked at my hand and he's holding it very lightly. "don't disappear again" he mu
"Philip!" Dad shouted. "no, Dad. I will never do that" I stood on my opinion. He wants me to marry the daughter of King of another country."Let him be, Henry" Mom stood in the middle of me and Dad as he is about to punch me again.I already received multiple punches today, yey?"phil" my little sister approached me, she's crying. I hugged her and tapped her on the back. She doesn't deserve to witness all of thi. She doesn't deserve to witness how Dad beat me up.This might trigger her, this might be a trauma for her. She's too young."Mom, go get Sophie. Just leave us alone" I said and passed Sophie to her. "Phil" she called, not wanting to leave. "Mom, Sophie is here. Don't let her have a trauma" I said and gently pushed her.I saw Sophie cry and it breaks my heart too. She's stretching her small hands to me, wanting to touch me. But I just smiled at her. °•"does it hurt so bad?" Mom asked as she treat my wounds."just follow your Dad's order" Miss Sarah suggested. They're both
AMELIA'S POV"You're not fine" I said, Philip keeps on saying that he's fine but I am sure that he is not. How an he say he's fine while he has those wounds and bruises all over her face, plus his stomach hurts.He just gave me a weak smile "I'm fine, Amelia. Don't worry""how can I not? you look so tired and weak and you're hurt. Tell me what happened?" I asked as I sit next to him, he just don't want to tell me and acts so strong.He looked at me and gave me a small smile, "promise me you won't tell anyone?""I promise" answered again. I sat comfortably and listened to him. I heared him chuckle so I creased my forehead ,"you're already hurt and yet you still have the energy to laugh? wow""of course. Just because I'm hurt doesn't mean I'll dwell on it right? I should still be positive even if everything keeps on crashing down at once" he looked at me with his eyebrows up as if asking me if he's right or not ,"hmm?""yeah, right" I answered, giving up. "So, what's wrong? what happene
PHILIP'S POVDay's have passed so fast that we didn't noticed it that tomorrow would be Amelia's birthday.I've also been counting the days that I first met her and it has already been 11 months, close to one year. Nothing changed actually. We're still friends and she still didn't know about my feelings.Mom then already got used to me going outside the castle and going home late. Dad is still like that, he still beats me up. Amelia on the other hand already have a lot of clients lately. Her art business is going fine and going much better than before. She can pay her own rent now without me buying her arts and I am so proud of her.She's saying that she won't prepare anything for her birthday since she will be saving it for the opening of her coffee shop.I've been pushing her to go pursue her newly found talent that she can actually turn into a business. She can make very delicious coffees and now, we're at that point in where we're making the menu. "Mom what can I give Amelia?"