Chapter One hundred and Twelve

Xander’s Pov

Leaving Allegra behind is like tearing a piece of my soul away, but duty calls, and I must answer. We haven't officially mated yet, so the rules dictate that she can't be by my side as much as I yearn for her presence. With a heavy heart, I return to the task at hand, assisting Richard in arranging the patrol schedules for our security routine.

Richard notices the turmoil swirling within me, his concern evident in the furrow of his brow. “Xander, you seem preoccupied today. Is everything alright?” He inquires, his voice laced with genuine worry.

I let out a weary sigh, the weight of my emotions threatening to overwhelm me. “It's nothing, Richard. Just personal matters weighing on my mind,” I reply, attempting to deflect his concern.

But Richard sees through my facade, his perceptive gaze boring into my soul. “Is it Allegra?” he ventures softly, his words echoing the thoughts that have been plaguing me all evening.

As Richard's question hits the mark, I can't help but fee