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Chapter 105 - Alone
It's 24 hours since I got home and Shalom is still not answering my phone. I've been sitting on this sofa since I got home from work two hours ago and I haven't moved an inch. I'm having every emotion a human can experience flow through my body
But the worst one is an emptiness in the pit of my stomach.
My mind is going back to a place I don't want to be in. Memories I buried a long time ago are resurfacing and
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