Chapter 36 (Lana) – Hoping…

The sky was slowly wrapped with a black velvet blanket that makes everything dark and cold. Everywhere I look, all I see are dark shadows and total blackness. I stare out of the window for a while as I wait for a sign of life. For a sign of hope in the form of a man named Seth. I have been sitting here in the same spot that I sat at after Seth’s chef left. Once again, I have forgotten what his name was. I don’t know if it was a good idea for him to know what happened. But the moment that he asked me to tell him everything the words just came pouring out of my mouth. I am not sure if it was because I was looking for someone to hear me out. For someone to listen to me. Without any prejudice or without judging me.

Seth’s chef was like that. He never interrupted me to give his opinion or a piece of advice that I don’t really need. You see, I already know what I need to do. I already know that I will hurt Seth when I confessed to him and tell him the truth. That’s the whole point of all o