"Paris? Is that you?" I cursed under my breath at my failed attempt to sneak past the dining room without being heard.
I knew I was late for dinner. Really late. So I wanted to sneak off to my room and come down in pyjamas as if I'd been home for a while. But of course, despite my tiny frame, my heavy feet alerted everyone.Reluctantly, I shuffled my way back towards the dining room's entrance, where my parents and sister were already halfway through their meals. It looked lovely, but my already filled tummy protested against having more food."Hey." I waved awkwardly as they all gazed at me. My sister, Cynthia, had a teasing smirk on her face, as both my parents eyed me in question."And where have you been all evening, young lady?" my dad asked, and I almost winced at the sharpness in his tone."I um... " I knew I couldn't lie. The oversized jacket on my shoulders was obviously not mine, and I was sure that there was a pu"Cynthia! I'm going out!" I bellowed as I made my way to the door. Since she was the only one at home, I simply wanted to let her know that I was leaving. It was a thing we do. Before I reached the front door, I watched as she poked her head from the hallway that led to the kitchen with a glint in her eyes. "Is it that Fabian guy again?" she asked as she wriggled her eyebrows. "No. I'm actually going to hang out with Colton. And stay out of my life." I threw her a glare, but she only smirked wider at me as she rushed towards the front door. I threw it open, and I saw that Colton was already waiting in my driveway.
I trotted carefully through the familiar path as I used my phone's flashlight to guide me through the dark.I wasn’t sure if this was my best idea, but I knew I didn’t want to see anyone else and there couldn’t be a better place to meet him, even if it's in the dark of the night on a trail behind an old farmhouse, in the middle of what seemed like nowhere.Relief dawned on me when I saw the outline of a muscular silhouette sitting on a rock in front of the surprisingly sparkling water. The moon danced on its crystal feature as the crickets sang loudly.The sound of my feet caused him to look behind him, and he smiled welcomingly at me as I joined him.That smile alone&
"Are you ready for this?"I gulped, my body shaking like a Chihuahua as I slowly nodded. I didn't have another choice anyways, so I had to be ready."Once you get on Paris, there's no turning back," he said in a soft voice, but loud enough for me to hear."I understand the terms," I snapped unintentionally. My heart was going a mile per hour, and my palms were getting sweaty in fear.With a single nod, he handed me a helmet and climbed on, motioning for me to follow."Just hold on, okay?""Okay." And just like that, he was off.
Somewhere in the middle of the movie, I got uncomfortable and so I changed into my PJ's. Except, they were sleeveless and pretty short. I've had them since forever, after all, and Fabian had his fair share of jokes about them too.So I knew that when I stretched over to reach for the charger, my top had ridden up and exposed my back. And on my back was..."You saw it didn’t you?" I asked, looking down as I shuffled uncomfortably away from him.It was odd that he never saw it the first time we went swimming at his school, but I remember specifically ensuring that I didn’t turn my back towards him.It was a scar. A very ugly scar.
The day had finally come, and I could literally feel nerves eating away at me.I haven’t spoken to Colton since the day of our picnic, and I found that odd. The only time we communicated was when I suggested that we all hang out so he could know Fabian better, and all he did was send a message saying 'that's cool' and that was all.I saw him at school today, but he barely looked at me. I felt like I hurt his feelings when I walked away from him at the park, and then texted him a few hours later telling him that I'd like him to meet my new love interest or whatever. It must’ve been quite obvious that I left him to go see Fabian on Saturday, and I felt pretty bad about it.At the moment it felt like my act was justified. He was being childish by trying to chase Fabian away when he took my phone, and I didn’t like that. But he is my best friend and instead of talking to him about it, I went to the very same guy who he obvio
It was 4:57 and I was the only one sitting in the diner.My legs shook in anticipation, as I glanced through the window ever so often for the other two boys. I knew they still had three minutes to spare, but it didn’t help my nerves one bit.After everything was cleared between Colton and I, I had spent the last two and a half hours with a new thing worrying my mind--the meeting of the two boys.4:59.Only one minute and still no sign of them. I grabbed my phone, deciding to make a few calls but then the familiar roar of a bike had me gazing through the glass window.Fabian.He looked devilishly sexy in his full black outfit--black jeans, black T-shirt with a black leather jacket and definitely a dark bad-boy aura as he whipped the helmet from his head and did that sexy hair shake thingy.God help me.As if feeling my eyes on him, he met my gaze across the parking lot and of
Anastasia and I watched in anticipation as Colton stopped in front of Fabian.For a moment I thought he'd punch him, simply by the way he walked over to him like some Alpha male, but I sighed in relief when I noticed that they were only talking. Still, my nerves were never soothed as I anticipated what they must've been talking about.I had no clue, but I hoped they were both being mature young men like I knew they were. Well, to an extent."What do you think they're talking about?" Anastasia asked in a hushed whisper for whatever reason. I shrugged."I don’t know. Doesn’t look like they're exchanging numbers," I pointed out. They were both tense, but they didn’t look upset either. I wanted to move closer to eavesdrop, but it'd be too obvious.Anastasia and I stood in silence for a while before I heard her sigh."You know, I know about you and Colton," she said out of the blue, causing me
It has been three days and I have heard nothing from Fabian. Literally nothing.He said he was going to call, but I didn’t even receive a text. I was quite annoyed with him for avoiding me like this, since I literally had no idea what Colton could’ve told him. Then again, I felt horrible. If what Colton told him was enough to have him avoiding me, then what the hell was really happening?It was the way he said goodbye that told me that he didn’t want to be avoiding me, but obviously what Colton said was taking a hard time on him. He kissed me, held onto me so tight as if he didn’t want to let go, and then when he did, the sadness was evident in his eyes.I desperately wanted to know what the hell Colton told him, but Fabian wouldn't return my text or calls, and Colton refused to tell me.So, I refused to talk to Colton. Simple.I decided that as long a Fabian is ghosting me, I would ghost Colton