Eros’s face suddenly turned grim as he took in who I was. He scoffed, like he was staring at a joke. And I knew that he knew. He could smell it, and he could feel the pull.
All of a sudden, he grabs my hands, walking us to the crowd, not even bothering to look at me. And that was when I began to sense something bad was about to happen. I tried to remove my hands from his grip, but it was too starting.
We reached the crowd, and Eros pulled me forward, still not looking at me. The other werewolves around us seemed to sense that something was off, and they grew quiet as we approached.
Finally, Eros stopped and turned to face me. His expression was cold and hard, and I could feel my heart sinking in my chest.
As Eros's grip on my hands tightened, I could feel the tension in the air. The other werewolves around us were watching with a mixture of curiosity and unease. I tried to pull away, but his hold was too strong.
"What's going on, Alpha Eros?" I asked, my voice trembling slightly.
He didn't answer, just kept walking us towards the center of the crowd. I could sense that something was about to happen, something bad. My heart was racing as we approached the other werewolves, all of whom had fallen silent.
Finally, Eros stopped and turned to face me. His expression was cold and hard, and I could feel my stomach drop. Something was very wrong.
"I have something to show you," he said, his voice low and menacing.
"Sira," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "What are you doing here?" Eros questioned, like he hasn’t been the one to drag me to the middle of the crowd. I swallowed. This was bad.
I tried to speak, but my words caught in my throat. I could see the disgust in his eyes, and I knew that he didn't want me as his mate.
"Alpha," I said finally, my voice barely above a whisper. "I know that we've had our differences, but please don't reject me. I can feel the pull between us. You must feel it too." I didn’t know how I felt. But i didn’t want to mateless. I wanted to be given a chance.
But Eros just shook his head, his expression unchanged. "I feel nothing for you, Sira," he said, his voice biting. "You mean nothing to me. I have no desire to be mated to you."
My heart was pounding in my chest as I tried to speak to him, to plead with him to accept me as his mate. But the words wouldn't come out, my throat felt tight and constricted with every breath.
Eros's gaze was cold and unfeeling, and I felt a wave of humiliation wash over me. Here I was, exposing my vulnerability to the man who had just moments before rejected me in front of the entire pack.
I felt the eyes of the other werewolves on me, and I knew that they were judging me. I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks as I struggled to keep my composure.
"Eros," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "Please, don't reject me. I know that we've had our differences, but I can feel the pull between us. You must feel it too."
His eyes narrowed, and I could see the anger in his face. "You think that just because we're werewolves, we're obligated to be mated?" he spat. "I don't want you, Sira. I never will."
Tears welled up in my eyes, and I felt a sob building up in my chest. This was my worst nightmare, to be rejected by the man I had always wanted. And to have it happen in front of everyone was more than I could bear.
"Eros, please," I pleaded, my voice trembling. "I don't want to be mateless. Please give me a chance." It was pathetic, but i begged. I couldn’t imagine anything worse.
And then he addressed the crowd.
“Hello ladies and gentlemen, thank you all for being here tonight. Today, I found my mate, which happens to be this person right next to me. And i also want to do happy reject her.” Eros said, as the crowd gasped, staring at the scene unfolding.
“I reject you, Sira. I don’t want anything to do with you.” Eros said, smirking a little bit at me. “You’re too ugly for me.”
I felt like the ground was falling out from under me. All the hope and excitement I had felt earlier in the night was replaced by a deep sense of shame and rejection. I couldn't believe that he was doing this to me in front of everyone, humiliating me in front of the entire pack.
The other werewolves around us had fallen silent, watching us with curiosity and pity. I wanted to run away, to escape this nightmare, but my legs felt like they were made of stone. I didn’t know when i fell to my knees.
There was an acute pain in my heart like it was a tangible force. I felt my lips quibble with pain as I slowly crashed to the floor. It was in that moment that strong hands hoisted me towards him. I angled my face to the side as I stared right at Cancil. He had a small smile on his lips, which instantly put me at ease.“Are you all right?” He asked softly.I wanted to speak, but words could not easily be formed. Internally, I screamed for him to get me out of there. I felt like a puppet at an exhibition. It made me want to hide somewhere, and never come out again. These people were a part of my pack, yet they didn’t care about my feelings. It was not like it was a surprise, but still…“Come,” Cancil said this time with all firmness. He helped me to my feet, and lightly placed his arm around my waist. I leaned closer to him, and allowed him lead me out of the tense field. The rumours seemed to breakout at that exact moment, and I blocked my ears to the words they said.As we walked th
My head hurt as a demon as I tried to stand on my two feet in the dining area. I was slightly weak and I didn’t want to go to school. The humiliation would be too much, but I had no idea how to tell my family this. They wouldn’t be able to understand anything, and it felt like a giant waste of time. Don’t get me wrong, they loved me to the moon and back, but there was the enviable feeling that I should suck things up and move forward.Now, mother beat the egg as she tried to make my breakfast. I watched the press without any feeling. I was not hungry, and I was down. “Sira, please go over to the dining and wait. I would be done soon,” she said softly.I looked at her. “I don’t want to eat,” I said quietly.She looked at me as she stirred the eggs, and I noticed that she had on a grimace. It was weird to see that on her face when she was always so supportive. I sighed as I turned towards the breakfast table, feeling my shoulder slump forward.“Is it because of him?” She asked calmly.
“Don’t be scared,” Cancil said beside me.I turned to him slowly. “I’m not scared, but I just want to go to class,” I said firmly.He nodded. I turned towards the place where I had seen Eros last. He had left there. He simply didn’t care about how they bullied me. I don’t know what I was expecting, but at least, he should have been kinder to me at least. It hurt me so much when he treated me this way.I felt a hand on my arm, and I noticed that Cancil had given me the signal to move ahead. I did as I was told, while pulling my bag closer to me. He walked in front of me, while the I followed closely behind him.“She needs a protector… such a slut,” someone rang out as I went closer to the gate.I blinked the pain of those words down, as I blinked in shock as I hit Cancil’s back. I had not realised that he had stopped moving, and turned towards the bullies. What was he doing? I didn’t want more trouble, and I wanted to get out of this type of situation. It would be for my own good, if t
I rushed after Cancil as other students snickered at us. I honestly didn’t care what they did because they had proven time and again that they were nothing but bullies, and nothing good could ever come out of them, so I have to be strong about the whole thing. It was the only way that things were going to work out for me. Cancil was moving so fast, and I quickly caught up with him, pulling him by the arm.He stared at me with sadness visible in his eyes. I had caused that?“Cancil, please talk to me,” I pleaded.He sighed. “Why?”I shook my head mentally. “What do you mean by why?” I asked back. Then, I realised what I was doing. This was no way to make a friend open up to you, and it brought the opposite results. “What I mean is, I have taken you as a friend, and friends always say whatever they feel to each other. I don’t think either of us would like it the other went home sad, or angry. Please, talk to me. I could make whatever he is right,” I pleaded.He sniffed and finally sigh
I was finally done with the chores, and I was so exhausted, emotionally, and physically. This was a pain that I never imagined that I would go through in my life. I knew I had to be strong, and I was actually good at it since Cansil came back, but seeing Eros had made me so weak. It was so painful to note that I would never be loved by him.The more I acted like I didn’t care, the more the hurt dived deeper into my chest. With a sigh, I placed the cleaning tools where in the storage room, and grabbed my box. I was so grateful to the moon goddess that Eros had not able to return. I didn’t want to see him at all to avoid being hurt anymore.The pack house was so quiet, as I made my way out closing the door behind me. It was getting late, so I decided to quicken my pace. The weather was a bit chill this period, and I tried hard not to break under the intensity of it.I sighed as I followed the clear path, and tried hard to think of positive thought, even though my brain was making it dif
Should I go in there?I was standing in front of the porch, staring at the dark wood that served as our door. I didn’t want to go in. Honestly, I didn’t wish for mom and dad to see how weak I was. I just wanted to curl up in some place that was far away from here. That wasn’t going to be possible though, I knew it. It was simply wishful thinking. With a sigh, I made my way to the door, and rapped on it twice. I tried my best to clean my tears as I looked down on the floor.The door opened, mom tried to look at me, but I averted my gaze from them. It was a childish thing to do, but I didn’t care. She finally moved back into the house, when she noticed that I wasn’t looking up. I sighed inwardly as I made my way in.“Sira,” mom called, as she closed the door behind me.I swallowed the pain that I felt. There was so much that bothered me right now, and I wished that I could be able to handle it somehow, but I wasn’t able to do so. Everything felt so clustered and I couldn’t even tell a
Cansil was standing out of my house in the flesh. Now, it was beginning to make sense why mom and dad was acting they were just seeing me for the first time. In the history of my time here, I had never had friends. Neera had been the only one who hung out with me when we were still kids. But, now, I wished I had never pulled her close to me. She had joined the rest in making a mockery of me, and it was not something that I could easily forgive.I shook the memory away, and focused on Cansil’s grinning face. “I don’t get it,” I said calmly. “How are you here?”He shrugged. “I ran in my wolf form, and shifted when I got to your place. Unfortunately, your dad caught me butt naked,” he said with an inconspicuous wink.I gasped in shock. I turned back to the house, and noted that my parents were still staring at me. Ok, that was getting weird. Closing the door firmly behind, I walked over to Cansil who had pushed himself off the tree, and walking to meet me halfway.“How could you do that?
SIRAMy head was spinning and I was trying hard to think positive thoughts. But, whenever I looked at anyone, I felt that they were talking about me. The lecture had been a nightmare, and it had taken all I had not to sink into the floor. Why couldn’t they treat me normally for once? No, that was never going to happen. I should have known that at this point.I grabbed my bag tightly as I made my way out of there. I was beyond sad at this point, but I was hoping for some sort of miracle. I swallowed hard as I moved. The talk of my video was almost everywhere. Hopefully, Cansil didn’t wait up for me, which meant he wouldn’t hear what they were talking about me. I could only hope at this point. “Sira!”I sighed. This is what I got for wishing that he had not being around. I reluctantly turned around and saw that Cansil was grinning at me as he waved at me. Maybe, I was worried for nothing. It didn’t seem like he knew about the video.“Hi,” I managed as I slowly walked over to him. The