Stuck with my mistake

It's been few weeks since I lost Elena.

I haven't stopped grieving even for second.

Every move I made had her thoughts rushing into my head, I had no control over it anymore.

I've decided to live everyday as it comes, life doesn't really mean much to me anymore.

"Killian, I can't remember the last time you had breakfast with me?" I heard my mom's voice as she poked her head through my room door.

"Mom, please," I mumbled turning away from her and turned toward the wall.

I didn't hear her say another word, I concluded she has left already, only to feel a weight on my bed seconds later, I felt her lean closer and wrapped her arms around me.

I melted to her touch, heaving out a deep sigh.

"I miss her so much," I mumbled trying so hard to hold back my tears.

"I know, I really do, I saw how happy she made you," she whispered.

"It will be alright son," she stroked my back gently.

We stayed that way for several minutes, I totally enjoyed the warmth her arms brought to my cold world.

"Yo