In the situation I'm in, I don't know if it's possible to get out quickly, but I have to. I need to get out of here for my babies. Even if it's her father who's going to kill me, I have to get out of here alive.
“Who would have thought, Rain? After having such a wonderful time when we pretended to be only human, now we want to kill ourselves by showing our true nature.” says Lake.
“It seems that the evil of humans is nothing compared to the generational hatred between packs.” I say, while I bring my hand to my belly.
‘So, will my babies be in the middle of that pack hate?’ I ask myself mentally.
“It's true, or maybe, the love we promised each other to give wasn't that, if not, a simulacrum of feelings.” Lake says and I smile.
“It says who was unfaithful to me. Tell me something, Lake, how many fiancées do you really have? Because by that time, I was your girlfriend and as a werewolf, I wa
Knowing that right now the least thing that favors me is arguing with my father, after what is happening in the pack for a wedding that from the beginning I should have canceled.If I had thought things through better, I would have refused marriage, instead of acting rebellious to the point of giving myself to a man I really didn't know. My whole life was already a mess.But, now that my so-called fiancé was a fraud like my boyfriend, everything gets more complicated, because cheating takes months and I was not smart not to notice the web of lies until it was too late.‘What should I do? How am I going to tell my brothers and my father that that man who humiliated me for the second time? He not only made fun of me and humiliated me in my human version, but also as a wolf.’ I tell myself mentally.“You must be stunned, aren't you, sister?” Sergey's voice asks.“I'm fine.“We need to talk about this.
Everyone is moving fast, while I'm begging for my kids to be okay, because I really need there to be no more unwelcome news. My dad leaves me in the car, while he orders everyone supervising to move fast.Little is the time I spend alone because my mother and Shania get into the car looking at me with concern, not daring to ask me anything about the man who surely must be dead now.“Rain, tell me I was wrong, please. Maybe it's someone similar who...” says my mother, confusing Shania.“My mom saw my supposed human boyfriend a few days ago. He found out about my love affair and saw it from afar.” I'm explaining to Shania.“It's a tough time, but, I told you I didn't like that man.“Don't tell me you knew he was a werewolf and the son of my family's enemy pack, Shania.” I say sarcastically.“Of course not. If I had known, I wouldn't have allowed their union, but, you know I never liked him. I fou
We arrived at a safe place and my mother is going to bed, feeling bad and not for nothing, her daughter, who had complicated her life, has now been completely ruined by a man who was not worth it.“Rain…“I need you to go confirm that he's dead.” I'm telling you right away.“Rain…“Really, I need you to…“What answer is going to make you feel better, Rain? I know you; I know how much you loved him.“I loved him. I don't love him anymore.” I say firmly.“You hate him, that's for sure. After everything he's done to you, it would be very silly of you not to hate him, but, you haven't stopped having feelings for him.” says Shania and I hate that she's right.“Just find out how everything is over there. I need to know if he really died.Shania leaves and I'm left alone in the living room, watching everything go on, while I've been left at a
I try to process what my mother has told me, but the news falls on me as if freezing water were thrown at me, being scantily clad in the middle of winter. I froze to the bone and although a part of my body felt relieved because I didn't do something so cruel to my children, my life itself gets more complicated.If they really managed to escape, it means that my children are less safe than they were and that only makes me worry more without knowing how I should face all this.“It can't be possible.” I say in a voice thread.“I've asked them to check everything, but they keep saying there's no body.“They were probably close to the explosions and that's why his body disintegrated to the point that they didn't find the body.“Rain, I understand that you want your life to be less complicated than it already is.“Of course, he already is, Mother. I am treading on too thin ice and if it breaks, I will fall to the bottom of
Two days laterTwo days have passed and the bodies of Dionysus and Lake do not appear. There was no longer any doubt, they and other wolves that had been in the chapel, do not appear somewhere, so, they must be alive.‘If there is no body, there is no dead.’ I tell myself mentally simplifying what for long hours, I didn't want to accept at all.“Excuse me, Miss Evaniff, a package has arrived for you.” says one of the housekeepers.“Who sent it?” I ask hesitating to receive the package.After all, the few friends I had in America, they didn't have my address and with what happened, when we moved we didn't tell anyone. So, the only ones who knew our exact location were the wolves who help us in security or domestic services.And if they have something to deliver to me, they would do it directly and not through a courier service. In addition to my doubts, I had to be prudent, since, we are in the middle of a
Determined to finish with all the package I have received, I take a lighter and using one of the decorative plates in my room, I light everything wishing it to burn together with my feelings and so, together they disappear.He knew how to move his cards, that's obvious, because the drawings were of specific situations where his feigned charm made me incredibly happy and at the same time, silly. That's why, with more anger I observe how the drawings are burned on the wooden plate.“My first mistake was accepting you as my boyfriend. I shouldn't have pitied the man who lasted six months asking me to be his girlfriend with drawings that once made me smile and now I hate just thinking about them.” I say, looking at how my perfect face on the paper disappears.With disappointment, I see how my best months at university summed up to Lake, show me that I made many mistakes, of which I must now use as motivation to finish with him.Just when I'm about
Days afterI walk from one side to the other indecisively, carefully, I hide an envelope every time I hear someone approaching. But, I'm still not making progress on my plan. So, I doubt if this is a clever idea.“How will I get it to him?” whisper after perceiving the smell of the omega from before.“Miss, is something wrong?” the girl asks and I bite my lower lip.I hesitate before telling the girl my intentions, since, it's a pretty risky game.“Well, I want to send a package, but, I don't know where to send it.” I say with concern.“I can't understand it.“I know who I want to deliver it to, but I'm not sure of its location.” I explain and she nods.“So, how could you communicate if you know who but, not where you are?” asks the girl with confusion.“That's what has me here right now.” I say with concern.The girl stays silent and le
What am I going to do with all this? My children have not been born and I am ready to kill anyone who threatens their life, now, what wouldn't I be able to do if they end up with one of them, being just a baby?“You went too far.“I know, sister. there is not a single day when I don't feel bad.” says my brother.The one who protected me since I was little and was so gentle to the point that I thought the coldest or rudest was Nikolay. But, now that I know the cause of the enmity, I see it from a focus that causes me displeasure.“Everyone was seriously wrong about this.“Rain…“As a member of the herd you should have been in charge of the actions of your children, father and if it was not possible, give the respective punishment.“You can't take my place, Rain. That's punishment enough.” says my father trying to calm his annoyance.“Do you think the death of a child j