Cammy
I may have misjudged Elijah’s cunning because right now, it felt like he had me in the palm of his hand. His teasing is reaching boiling point, and I’m not sure how I’m going to keep up with him for the next year.
I probably shouldn’t have called him last night, and now he’s taking it as me caring for him or something. I mentally kicked myself as soon as I dialled his number, but it was too late to kill the call because it had already started ringing.
Reminding myself that this is purely for work and my company, I straighten my back and decide to grab myself a bite to eat from the cafeteria.
This part of the building is state of the art as well, with different cuisines served daily. Settling on an Italian dish, I take a seat by the table at the window and breathe out a pent up sigh.
I am already drained, and it’s only Tuesday - this job, actually Elijah, will take me to an early grave at th
ElijahAfter Cameron feels better and calms herself down, I tell her to go home and take the rest of the day off.Seeing her break down and cry like that shook me to my core, so much so that my hands were still trembling. Cameron Westwood did not strike me as a woman who cries easily or over trivial things, so seeing her come apart as she did twists my insides.It made me want to comfort her and do unspeakable things to the person who caused her to shed even one tear.I mentally slapped myself at the thought. Why am I suddenly feeling so protective of her lately? Could it be because she’s finally shown me that there is a weaker side to her? A malleable part that sought out my comfort even though she vehemently rejected my advances?The way she called out my name before she broke down with a shattered resolve made my heart ache for her. I wanted to stop her tears, wrap my arms around her and tell her that it would be okay. I w
CammyToday took everything out of me, from the meeting with Elijah to finding out that Cassy is actually not a friend… and the fact that I broke down in Elijah’s arms. It’s like some higher power had it out for me and wanted me to suffer.In any case, I had a relaxing hot bath with every essential oil known to man and ordered some binge Chinese takeaway. Tonight I will treat myself while trying to forget about this horrid day.After getting into a silk camisole pyjama set, I walk towards my lounge with my takeaway, wine and a good, smutty romance novel. Ready to sink into a pit of me-time.’What I didn’t anticipate was a knock at my door.Groaning, I stuff a piece of sushi in my mouth and walk towards the door, only to nearly joke on it when I see Elijah’s face through the peephole. What the hell?? Why was he here?!Swallowing deeply, I unlock my door with a red face and peer up at him.
Elijah After rushing out of Cameron’s place, I am now sitting in my car and steadily hyperventilating.I kissed her, and I loved every second of it. The aftereffects of our kiss still lingered; the feel of her skin on mine, her soft hair and lush lips, the scent of vanilla ever-present. God, I’ve never felt so alive while kissing someone, my mind went blank, and my body became aware of her closeness.I didn’t want it to end; I wanted to claim her ultimately and make her mine. But then reality set in, and I saw the kiss for what it was; me taking advantage of her sadness.She doesn’t deserve that, not after everything she’s been through and especially not with someone like me who breaks everything he touches. It was a good thing I cut off the kiss; I had to… I just had to.And yet, as I laid curled up in bed, my mind drifted to her again - the feel of her skin on mine, her touch, her soft lips and her body pressed
Cammy I couldn’t sleep the night Elijah kissed me - thoughts of him filled my mind, and when I eventually dozed off, he plagued my dreams as well. Things were awkward between us in the following two days after we kissed; we made no eye contact, our greetings were brisque, and we never spent more than 5 minutes in a room together.What an absolute mess we’ve made.That meeting was the crux of it all. He apologised for kissing me, and for some reason, this annoyed me. I didn’t want his apology; I didn’t want him to take that moment away and brush it off as a mistake.Wait, what the hell am I saying? It WAS a mistake! There was nothing else behind it, nothing at all; I had a moment of weakness because of what I discovered. It’s the only thing that makes sense, or I would not have let him close to me either way.Sighing, I look at myself in the floor-length mirror and nod. It’s Friday today and the
CammyIt’s been a week since the meeting with my board and a week since I last saw Elijah.He hasn’t been back from Bristol, and tonight we have the evening at BixTek. Where the hell did he run off to with not so much as a call to the office? This man is truly a danger to himself, and he doesn’t even know it.At 7 PM, I head out to BixTek dressed in a gorgeous red evening gown and my stiletto heels. Leo sent a Somersett Inc vehicle to pick me up, and we arrived at our destination in no time. Tonight I decided to let my hair down for a little and mingle with some unknown people. I might make some meaningful connections that will benefit me in the year to follow.9 PM and the guest of honour still hasn’t arrived, and truth be told, I am starting to get just a little bit peeved off with him. Did he even remember that he’s supposed to be here tonight? Ugh, this man, really!“Excuse me, Miss?” I
ElijahI’ve been watching her from across the garden for the last half an hour, noticing how Brendon Mitchell was openly chatting her up, and she was none the wiser. This shouldn’t bother me because I wanted her to move on from whatever messed up thing we had. It shouldn’t bother me that she’s smiling at him the way she smiled at me that night on our pub crawl.It shouldn’t bother me, but it does.Watching her smile at another man eats at my insides. I have never felt this jealous before, not even when I was with Irina, and it bothers me that Cameron makes me feel this way.I don’t want this; I don’t want to crave her, but the feeling just comes back stronger no matter what I do. Leaving for a week to get her out of my system should have helped; it sure looks like it helped her get over the attraction.As I make up my mind to leave, she suddenly looks my way and straight into my eyes. That
CammyWhat in the hell is going on with Elijah Somersett? First, he’s a no show at a vital merger thrown in his name, and now he’s snappy with every damn staff member who walks into his office.I’m in the right mind to barge into his office and give him what for when I see another office worker running out in tears. But I’ve decided to leave him be, especially after the last time I spoke to him.His behaviour was unacceptable that night, and even if he did have prior arrangements, he should have let me know instead of letting me wait there like an idiot. Has he always conducted himself in this manner? If so, how the hell has this company lasted for so long?In any case, it shouldn’t bother me - I have an important business meeting in a few minutes with Brendon Mitchell from BixTek! He’s drawn up a proposal for my company to oversee the development of their new offices outside of London. Since they&rsquo
ElijahI was going to confess to her tonight and see how things go, but now I see that would have been a terrible mistake. Sebastian was wrong; Cameron does not reciprocate my feelings, and I surely would have made a fool of myself tonight.How could I have been so disillusioned to think that Cameron felt the same about me just because she kissed me back? I suppose it’s because every woman I’ve ever pursued has returned my feelings. Elena nearly did as well before I realised what I was doing.“Aren’t you the man who gave me so much shite during my startup? Where the hell is that man now?”Anger burns my chest as I remember Sebastian’s words. I used to be a man who gets things done, regardless of the outcome, and it would still work out in my favour. So what happened to him? Surely a child can not have changed me so much?!I swear this ego of mine will be the death of me, but not so much as the pl