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Aubrey's POV

"Maam, Here's your black breakfast and chocolate drink order.Enjoy maam, "the waiter politely dropped my order and left.

I just stared at the food in front of me.

I still don't feel hungry no matter how delicious the food is served in front of me.

I always feel that something is missing.

And I don't know where to find it.

"What an Aubrey! You won't be satisfied if you don't eat what you ordered! Isn't that your favorite? " Joanna said, and sat beside me.

I look at her eyes and her smile fades when my tears run down to my cheeks.

"Hey! I told you not to cry when I'm with you! Nakakaguilt! " Joanna said, and took both my hands and smiled at me.

Her eyes were also teary and I felt guilty. She was affected by what I am showing now.

I also think that the people around me should not be affected.

Not porket I'm sad. They should also be sad.

That's wrong. I don't want to share the sadness I feel now.

This is just a test. And I know I can handle it.

But not right now.

"Joanna, Jus