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He doesn't move or try to stop me he just lets me cry, after a while my sobs slow down, the pain still there but slowly i was learning how to handle it, he pushes my messy hair away from my face looking at me

“Why don't we do it together? Just you me and dad?”

He asks, my heart swells, layla whimpers, happy we took caden on as our own, he was one of the best kids i could have ever asked for, he was ours in all sense of the word and this small courageous offer made me proud to be his mum.

I look to drake, he had a solemn look on his face, his eyes were watering as he watched us both, nodding his head just slightly to answer my unasked question

“We would like that very much”

I tell him wiping my own face from tears

“We should do it now, dad said he will bring dj to the back of the packhouse”

He says, I chew my lip nervously nodding my head. I know he needed to be at peace, i know this was what was done but it didn't ma