Loving Cousin

"So you'd like me to help you learn?" His face was red now, too.

"Yes! I feel safe with you. I don't know why, but I really like you. I just have no idea what I'm doing." I leaned forward and took his hand. "I'm fascinated by your body and curious about your mind, but I want to know your heart, too. If I'd just wanted someone to fuck me, I could have let that happen a hundred different times. I want something more than that. Does this make any sense?"

"Yes, I feel the same way, and I'm sorry if I moved too fast the other night."

I squeezed his hand and let it go, leaning back against the couch. "That was perfect, though. I'm the one that messed that up when I freaked out. I want to do more after my girl issues are gone."

"How long will that be?"

"Usually five days."

"For the record, periods don't bother me. It's not a fetish or anything, but it doesn't freak me out," he said casually, then picked up his tablet and swiped his unlock code.

"I'd like to wait, though. I can't imagine my f