Happiness is not to be expected; be delighted when it does.
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When morning came, so did our arrival to the broken down village.
“I didn’t notice before,” Yohan says, his sight locked on one of the houses near the trees. “This area’s called the Savanna. I didn’t know this was close to the Torrids.”
I did. I just didn’t know this was the Savanna. In my books back at the palace, the pictures had images of wide open areas of grass, where animals can graze. There were trees that served shade for townsfolk, bearing a wide variety of fruits.
The place I’m currently at is nothing like that.
Salt sometimes look like sugar. Be wary who you trust.✾ I see the trail of blood before I notice the smell. Yohan tried to stop me from going further, but I ignore him. Strength was never my greatest forte but right now, I was the one pulling him. The smile I had a while ago was long gone. The happiness I felt for helping someone and looking forward to helping someone was change by a heavy feeling inside my heart. Every step I take was heavier than the first. I didn’t know what I was expecting and I hate whatever it was my mind was conjuring.
Life is made by the death of others.✾ We found it wrong to just bury the body without letting his family know about what happened to him first. And so we tried our best to find the place where his family resided. It wasn’t that hard. His house was just a few steps away from where he was murdered. When I found that out, it made my anger come back tenfold. He could have survived if only I gave him the bread faster. If only I didn’t waste time, thinking if I should give it to him or not. His house was small, not much bigger than the hut back home at the Torrids. Once we reached the house, w
First, say to yourself what you would be. Then be it.✾ The moment Yohan returns to check up on me, I assume he’d ask why my eyes were bloodshot and there were traces of tears on my cheeks. He doesn’t. Instead, he thanks me for cleaning the rabbit and takes the pelt. The deer he just took down awhile ago didn’t look as if it was just mangled by him. It was, Yohan just has a talent on cleaning his kills. I don’t know what to do with that information, but so far, it has helped us. I don’t think I should question something that obviously works.&nbs
Give a man a fish and you'll feed him for a day, teach a man to fish and you'll feed him for the rest of his life.✾ When the man’s little girl, whose name I found out was Georgia, saw the deer and the rabbit, a smile immediately filled her face. Slowly, she stands up from the bed and goes near us. She was so tiny. I knew she was older than Kofi, you could tell by her knowing eyes, and yet, she looks so small due to malnutrition. Again, it makes me think of all the food that’s usually left to rot in the palace.
Something saved, is something earned.✾I don’t know how long we were staring at one another. Suzanne looked different. To me, she was still Suzanne, but here beyond the walls, she was Annie. Her ash grey hair that used to be tied into her signature two knotted rings with ribbons entwined in them was now falling freely on her back. Her cheeks that used to be full and pudgy were now hollow and sticking out. I don’t know how long she was here but it certainly did something to her. Annie was very different from Suzanne.
Nothing defines you more than the mistakes you choose to correct.✾ “You what?!” She sniffs louder now, approaching me and holding on to my hands. She starts looking down, almost begging me to understand where she’s coming from. I don’t. I will never understand. Even in hunger I don’t think it justifies stealing from someone who also doesn’t have enough. She’s much like the people who murdered Clancy to beg
People are all the same, all they care about is their own.✾ Making sure that all of our things were back in the rucksack, we said our goodbyes. Annie was wishing us luck, and I wished her well. Reminding her that one of these days, she should tell the family of what really happened, of what she did. She can’t always live in guilt. Things happened, and it did had it’s dire consequences. What we do after is entirely up to us, I just hope Annie doesn’t lose the faith to be honest. Whatever happens, I hope the family forgives her, and I hope that after this, nothing as tragic as this would happen again.
Some things are just worth the wait.✾ Darkness surrounds me, I think I may have fainted. I wasn’t sure but I feel like this might be trapped into my subconscious. Hu