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the past xviii
The universe compels one to towards the best path to take.
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There was only a week left before the coronation of Silas.
He would be picking six consorts, from whom which he would be picking a Luna. He had already prepared the speech that he would be giving, as well as he had already run through the files and reports on the consorts that were currently living in the academe and were of age. None of it matters. He already knew who he would choose.
Everything was prepared, now all he had to do was tell Eleanor.
Eleanor, on the other hand, was preparing for the coronation. Ever since the day that they had fought, she and Amara had never seen eye to eye. She would always check up on her and watch her from afar, but that was the best that she could do. Amara ha
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