Chapter 86

SEAN

I didn't know why it had a toll on me that she was in a relationship because I shouldn't care and didn't even understand why I did but it somehow hurt that she was moving on and she wasn't even thinking of the past but then again I shouldn't care because whatever happened between us was the past and should stay in the past but yet my heart was getting this kind of weird feeling. I didn't understand why I was feeling that way when I shouldn't, I shouldn't care but yet I did.

She was happy living her best life and here I was feeling completely messed up that she was finally with someone when I shouldn't even care at all. I had someone in my life and I should be happy with her because she was all I should be focused on but then again my heart was literally saying something else. I didn't understand what was with all these feelings that I was feeling and why it had to come this minute.

I began to reminisce on the past and what might have happened if we were still together and it mad