Aiyla PoV
-Casey Eastham
******************************The next day a wake Ceremony was organised by my family members and there were lot's of relatives, friends and neighbors who came to bid my grand dad farewell and to pay him respect.
My grand dad being a lively person, he was respected and loved by all. After his elder brother's death he was the head of the family but even his soul departed.
The house was in total mayhem....cries could be heard...whaling sound from my cousin's were so loud that it was giving me a headache. People were speaking in muffled voices saying how my grand dad was a great person and it is a big loss to lose a person like him.
"please come back and tell me you regret leaving me,tell me you miss meand that it's been me all along." -all I wish for// R.R. (via sad girl 2017) **************************************Ronin, my love! Not a single day have I not missed you...since the day you left me, the emptiness inside me so hollow and void. You were the light into my darkness...you were the sunshine of my life, spreading the warmth and brightness in my cold broken heart. Oh! How have I missed you all these times....whenever down or upset just hearing your voice would make me happy and joyous. You gave a meaning to my meaningless life....u filled the void inside my defeated beaten heart. You became my reason to live and
Aiyla PoV ¶Year 2000¶ Been 2 years since I lost my grand father and Ronin....*************************************¶ New man enters: Intro.. ¶ People say change is inevitable....the fraction of air was also changing in my life into some unknown direction...which was inevitable. Today after a year I was meeting my friend Pawana... met her while we both were giving our 10th grade exam. We instantly clicked and became a very good friends after that we have been staying in touch through messages cause she lives and studies in the other part of the city. Cafe de-mandu hmmm.. interesting name...so here I'm waiting for her... It's a hot summer day...wearing shorts and t-shirt so it is keeping me cool.
Aiyla PoV Cafe de-mandu...cool as its name has been our regular spot to meet now.....I have been spending my most of the time with Pawana, her boyfriend Rishi and the creepy guy Neil....yup! the same guy who made my skin crawl in the first meeting but I found out he is a nice guy to hang out with... Since I started hanging out there I have been starting to get close to Neil....he has now become my new male best friend... Since Ronin he is the second guy I have been getting closed to.....even when I'm not meeting with Pawana and Rishi, I'm meeting with him. Not a single day have I missed going to the cafe.....love hanging around there meeting new people and socialising has become my favourite time to pass. Neve
Aiyla PoVFinally....Neil confessed after giving him so much pressure he said....Aiyla I fell in love with you the moment I saw you....Wow! my jaw dropped....heart beating so fast like I ran a 1000 km marathon...Shocked, amused.... tranced words could not describe what was going through my mind.....chill ran through all over my body....Neil was speaking saying things but I was so so lost.....not being in the state of understanding anything....His words ringing in my ears....I fell in love with you the moment I saw you.....That was the only thing I heard....turning deaf ear to his words I ran....ran as fast as I can.....ran from the cafe.
Let everythinghappen Naturally.NeverForce it.¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶Been 3 months since Neil proposed to me but I have been ignoring him....He keeps on asking for my answer....had been telling everyone that I'm his girlfriend and when I tried to reprimand it....No one believes me!Have been going less to the cafe since that proposal thing.Seeing my behaviour.... Anna suspected something must have happened between me and Neil....She and Rishi kept on bothering me....asking twisted questions it wa
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶She was powerful,not because she wasn't scaredbut because she went on strongly,despite the fear.¶- Atticus××××××××׶After 3yrs¶No! No! Please don't make me have sex with you, I begged and yelled at him, hoping to give myself some time and see if I could save myself.Could we please discuss this, Neil? What's the point of this? We were getting along swimmingly, and you agreed to wait until I was ready to have sex.Then why? Why do you want to have sex with me right now? What has changed? What made you change your mind now? I assumed you were aware of my emotions.I've never committed to sharing a resort room or coming to a resort with you? I wouldn't have come out with you today if I had known your plans. I had never clue you were capable of being that nasty, ruthless, and terrible. How could you stoop so low to bind me to you for the rest of my life? You're going to force yourself on me. I tried to persuade him, but he merely tightened his grip on me and gave me a
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶But One Of The Big Lessons I haveLearned From My Journey Is YouCan't Please Everyone, So Don't Try¶- CHRIs COLfER🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️Sometimes in life painful things can teach us lessons that we didn't think we needed to know...same thing happened to me, the painful things, the trauma and abuses I went throughout my life made me strong..made me a fighter and survivor too!It made me realise the harsh reality of life!Life is not filled with beautiful flowers...it is also filled with thorns and it is upon us how we walk through that thorny path."Either you give up...which is too cowardice"..."Or you could stand up and fight for what's right for you".After all you get only one life to live and why waste it by being a
¶Feelings that come backAre the feelings thatNever went away¶🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️¶Aiyla PoV¶He..Ronin came back!To say I was shocked and happy at the same, I was in dilemma...did not know how to react.Should I be happy that he is back in my life?Or should I be sad that he came back at the wrong time?I was in a confused state, my mind was all over the place. So many thoughts were creating havoc inside me.How should I face him?How should I talk to him?After what I went through within these eight years was unrelatable and unacceptable to anyone.Few days ago I got a cal